Lyrics
I left the party crying
I left a social gathering in tears
One look at you, I was back
Seeing you changed my emotions instantly
I thought I'd do just fine
I believed I could manage well alone
Without you by my side
Feeling confident without you by my side
Could've left things how they were
I could have maintained the status quo
Put on a face, I'm doing just fine
Pretending to be okay and putting on a facade
But I knew I'd have it worse
But I knew it would be harder that way
If I stayed in your arms that night
If I stayed in your embrace that night
I know I've been on your mind (I know)
Acknowledging that I've been on your mind
Called me one too many times (too many times)
You called me excessively
Trust me you will never find (find)
Assuring you won't find someone like me
Someone quite like me
Declaring my uniqueness
And when it's all said and done (and when it's all said and done)
Anticipating the end of the relationship
You'll be all through with your fun (with your fun)
You'll be done enjoying yourself
Look around when you're done (done)
Reflecting on the consequences
Won't be me you'll see
I won't be the one you choose
What's yours was definitely not mine
Emphasizing the distinctions between us
You made that clear every time
Your message was clear each time
Yet I sped past all the signs
Ignoring warning signs and heading towards a dead end
Towards a dead end with no turns in sight
No opportunities for a turnaround
The conversation's dying
Conversations are fading away
There's nothing left to say
Nothing left to discuss
I held your hand through the fire
I supported you through challenges
You let me burn in the flames
You allowed me to suffer the consequences
And when the night comes
When night falls, you'll think of me
You'll be thinking of me (thinking of me)
Recalling the potential memories with me
And all the memories you could've had with me (could've had with me)
I keep replaying our conversations
Ooh I keep replaying
Reflecting on the words you said to me
All the words you said to me
Grateful for the clarity despite the pain
But I'm grateful you did
My mind is clearer now
My head is more clear
Regret for desiring your presence
I'm a fool to have wanted you near
Realization of foolishness in wanting you close
I-
A pause or reflection
I know I've been on your mind (I know)
Acknowledging I'm on your mind
Called me one too many times (too many times)
You called me excessively
Trust me you will never find (find)
Reiterating that you won't find someone like me
Someone quite like me
Declaring my uniqueness once again
And when it's all said and done (and when it's all said and done)
Anticipating the end of the relationship once more
You'll be all through with your fun (with your fun)
You'll be done enjoying yourself
Look around when you're done (done)
Reflecting on the consequences once again
Won't be me you'll see
I won't be the one you choose
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