Lyrics
Wake up and I see that you called me
Waking up to a missed call
What the hell did I say last night
Reflecting on previous night's words
Are you up, you reply, do you miss me
Asking if the person misses the speaker
On my way, I'll be there in five
Heading to meet the person in five minutes
Now it's all coming back to my memory
Recalling memories from the past night
And you tell me that this was the last time
Being informed it was the last meeting
I agree that was it now you're dead to me
Agreeing that it's over, considering the person as "dead" emotionally
Til we're in the Uber to my house saying
Revisiting the past while in an Uber to the speaker's house
Never again
Expressing a resolution to never repeat the experience
Never again yeah we probably shouldn't do this
Reaffirming the decision to avoid repeating the relationship
But do that again
Mentioning the possibility of repeating mistakes
All in my head, she knows exactly what she's doing
Acknowledging the person's awareness of their actions
I roll your love, light up, and breathe in
Engaging in self-destructive behavior with substances
Until I'm high as fuck
Getting intoxicated to cope with emotions
Saying never again
Reiterating the commitment to never repeat the experience
Never again, but neither one of us believes it
Expressing doubt about the sincerity of the commitment
Tempt me, I tried to fight
Feeling tempted despite the decision to avoid
But in the end I'm only human
Acknowledging human fallibility
And I flirt first have the time
Admitting to flirting despite intentions
All my friends tell me I'm stupid
Friends criticizing the speaker's actions
Now it's all coming back to my memory
Recalling memories similar to those from before
And you tell me that this was the last time
Being reminded it was the last time
I agree that was it now you're dead to me
Reaffirming the emotional separation
Til we're in the Uber to my house saying
Revisiting the past while in an Uber again
Never again
Repeating the resolve to never engage again
Never again yeah we probably shouldn't do this
Confirming the decision to avoid repetition
But do that again
Mentioning the possibility of relapse
All in my head, she knows exactly what she's doing
Acknowledging the person's awareness of their actions (repeated)
I roll your love, light up, and breathe in
Engaging in self-destructive behavior again
Until I'm high as fuck
Getting intoxicated again to cope with emotions
Saying never again
Reiterating the commitment to never repeat the experience (repeated)
Never again, but neither one of us believes it
Expressing doubt about the sincerity of the commitment (repeated)
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