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Disassociations, have you ever felt it
Expressing disassociative feelings and questioning if the listener has experienced it.
Narcissism in my mannerisms, So she think I’m selfish
Acknowledging perceived narcissism in behavior, leading others to view the speaker as selfish.
They think I’m selfish, they all just really try to help me
Others trying to help, but the speaker feels misunderstood because they are not on the autism spectrum.
But they can’t relate they ain’t on the spectrum
Highlighting the inability of others to relate due to a lack of understanding of the speaker's perspective.
And they can’t help that
Stating that others can't help their lack of understanding.
A lotta people think I’m crazy, but nobody helped me
People perceive the speaker as crazy, but they haven't received support.
They’d rather tell what you doing wrong
Others are quick to point out the speaker's mistakes rather than providing assistance.
I’m not living your song, I’m living my own
Emphasizing the importance of living authentically, not according to others' expectations.
So please don’t change the chords
Requesting not to alter the course of the speaker's life.
And If you know the words then just sing along cause
Encouraging others to join in the speaker's unique journey rather than imposing their own expectations.
I can’t help, I lose my way sometimes
Admitting to losing one's way at times.
And I can’t help, I feel this way sometimes
Acknowledging occasional negative emotions.
So Ill try, to make it better but
Expressing a commitment to improving despite difficulties.
If I had a list of my regrets, I bet it’d be endless
Speculating that a list of regrets would be extensive.
But if i had chance to make it different
Contemplating if changing past actions would truly make a difference.
Would it really mend it
Questioning if alterations would genuinely mend the speaker's situation.
Or would it really help me
Reflecting on potential consequences of change and their impact on the speaker.
Would I still end up pondering on small shit
Wondering if the speaker would still face trivial concerns even with changes.
Like I was living on amoeba levels
Describing a feeling of living at a basic, primitive level.
I hate suggestions on how
Expressing dislike for suggestions on improving creative works.
To make my creations better
Asserting a longstanding creative nature.
I’ve always been a creative
Stating enthusiasm and passion beyond the norm.
I’m fucking overzealous
Emphasizing the speaker's intense commitment to creative endeavors.
You cannot fathom the time and effort
Highlighting the significant time and effort invested in creative sessions.
I put in sessions
Stressing the dedication put into creative pursuits.
You can’t envision my dedication
Emphasizing the speaker's dedication and effort in creative pursuits.
So let me spell it
Using meditation to focus on elevating the speaker's mindset.
I’ve done a lot of meditation, on my mental escalator
Clarifying a focus on mental elevation through meditation.
In other words, Im focused on my mindsets elevation
Expressing a goal to accumulate something valuable despite frustration.
Accumulate something, that’s worthy of its frustration
Clarifying that the pursuit is for mental freedom and a substantial reward.
I’m doing this for my mental freedom, an enormous payday
Apologizing for potential forgetfulness due to the pursuit of mental freedom and significant rewards.
So forgive me if I forget your birthday
Acknowledging distractions, such as forgetting birthdays, caused by the focus on mental freedom.
Or my heads in the clouds envisioning, how I hate my workplace
Daydreaming about escaping the negative aspects of the workplace.
I’m trynna save myself from mental slavery, you know how work be
Trying to avoid mental slavery imposed by work responsibilities.
This gotta be the on regret that never makes it to the fucking page
Recognizing the difficulty in expressing a specific regret.
I can’t help I lose my way sometimes
Reiterating the acknowledgment of occasionally losing one's way.
And I can’t help I feel this way sometimes
Reaffirming occasional negative feelings.
So Ill try, to make it better but
Reiterating the commitment to improvement despite challenges.
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