Good Night
Navigating Shadows: Sam Haberberger's Poignant Reflection on Life's Struggles
Lyrics
My impending death is taunting me
Expressing a sense of impending death that is haunting and tormenting.
I think about it constantly
Constantly preoccupied with thoughts of impending death.
Talking about it repeatedly
Repeating the discussion or contemplation of death.
The feeling it gives me is crippling
Describing the overwhelming emotional impact of these thoughts.
Feel like I wont do enough
Feeling inadequate, as if not doing or achieving enough.
Feel like I wont be enough
Expressing self-doubt and a sense of insufficiency.
Cant ever think about the man I thought, I thought I was
Reflecting on a perceived divergence from one's ideal self.
You ever feel sad for no reason?
Pondering unexplained feelings of sadness.
Yeah, me too, there has to be a reason
Questioning the reasons behind the persistent sadness.
Always taking shots at me
Feeling under constant criticism or attack from others.
Always throwing rocks at me
Experiencing consistent challenges and obstacles from external sources.
You can take a lot from me
Acknowledging resilience but emphasizing the persistence of dark thoughts.
But can't take these thoughts from me
Asserting that these dark thoughts are an integral part of oneself.
You're scaring me, man
Expressing fear and discomfort caused by the intensity of these thoughts.
The things that you been thinking been glaring big, man
Observing the magnitude of unsettling thoughts in oneself or others.
Always looking for improvement but don't want help
Desiring self-improvement but resisting external assistance.
Always looking for critiques but hate it when you yell
Seeking feedback but disliking confrontational or harsh communication.
I got dreams but can't make myself believe them
Struggling to believe in and pursue personal dreams.
Or see them
Difficulty visualizing or committing to one's aspirations.
Or make me wanna leave them
Feeling compelled to give up as an alternative to pursuing dreams.
Giving up seems to be the only other option
Expressing vulnerability and honesty about contemplating surrender.
Been feeling weak, uncomfortable just being honest
Admitting to feelings of weakness and discomfort.
Surrendering to things I should've never even met but
Regretting engaging with negative influences or experiences.
Shaking hands with them and they told me I'm set, yeah
Accepting negative influences and being falsely assured by them.
The news of me spreading faster than COVID19
Comparing the rapid spread of negative news to a viral outbreak.
My demons inspecting me like I'm a crime scene
Feeling scrutinized and judged by personal demons or inner struggles.
Can feel my mental health slowly declining
Noticing a decline in mental health.
The contract of forever stress they're signing
Describing a perpetual contract with stress affecting well-being.
Tryna push forward but don't know where
Struggling to find direction or purpose in moving forward.
Been walking so long my clothes gonna tear
Enduring hardships for an extended period, symbolized by worn-out clothes.
Drowning In this party
Feeling overwhelmed and suffocated in a celebratory atmosphere.
Drowning in these lights
Feeling drowned or overwhelmed by external stimuli, possibly fame or attention.
If I die, at least imma die on good night
Accepting the possibility of death, finding solace in a peaceful ending.
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