Lyrics
When I wake up in the morning
Reflecting on waking up in the morning.
I can hear somebody calling me
Sensing a call or responsibility.
Never really that important to be bothering my sleep
Expressing that the call is not significant enough to disturb sleep.
Entering two minute warning
Describing a critical moment approaching.
Just when I feel myself falling back down
Feeling a downward spiral just before a critical moment.
Time is looping and restarting
Perceiving a sense of time repeating or restarting.
Sun come get me on my feet
Welcoming the sunrise to start the day.
I think I'm gonna have to call you back
Contemplating the need to end a call or conversation.
Think I'm gonna have to call you back
-Think I'm gonna have to call you back
-Think I'm gonna have to call you
-When I wake up in the morning
Repeating the morning routine, expressing a desire to forget someone.
When I wake up in the morning
-When I wake up in the morning I'll forget about you completely
-I think I'm gonna have to call you back
Reiterating the decision to end a conversation and not remember it.
Think I'm gonna have to call you back
-Promise that I don't remember that
-Think I'm gonna have to call you back
-Cuz when I wake up in the morning
Feeling bothered when waking up.
Everything just starts to bother me
Expressing frustration with things bothering as the day starts.
Like does it always have to feel like someone ripped the life out of me
Questioning the constant feeling of emotional drain.
When feeling nervous is a pastime
Describing nervousness as a common experience, emphasizing variety.
And each is different than the last time
-It starts to feel like all my insides want to crawl right out of me
Feeling overwhelmed, with a desire to escape from oneself.
And these thoughts are not my own
Experiencing intrusive thoughts that don't feel personal.
Lights are on but no one's home
Feeling disconnected, as if physically present but mentally absent.
So I have to wait right here
Waiting for a resolution or change.
Let them cut my face from ear to ear cuz I'm tired of being so insincere
Expressing a desire for authenticity, even if it involves pain.
I wish everything would disappear
Wishing for escape from overwhelming emotions.
Cuz this lonely monster's calling me
Acknowledging a personal struggle represented as a "lonely monster."
And I have to defeat it
Committing to overcoming the internal struggle.
I have to feed it
Recognizing the need to confront and address personal challenges.
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