dancing on the edge
Dancing on the Edge of Despair: A Melodic Tale of Inner Struggle
Lyrics
Woke up anxious, in my blankets
Feeling worried or uneasy upon waking up, still wrapped in blankets.
I don't wanna leave this bed today
Unwillingness to get out of bed and face the day.
Reading captions, no reaction
Scrolling through social media posts but feeling emotionally detached.
Cloud above my head and it's pouring rain
Metaphorically describing a gloomy state of mind with troubles ('cloud') and heavy emotions ('pouring rain').
And all my bills are late, I procrastinate
Behind schedule with payments, delaying tasks intentionally.
Always focus on the things that I fuckin hate
Constantly focusing on disliked or negative aspects rather than positives.
And I don't feel like doing anything, yeah
Not motivated to engage in any activities.
I'm dancing on the edge
Engaging in risky behavior, possibly emotionally or mentally.
Hope I don't fall
Fear of failing or losing control.
Ooooh ooooh
Expressing anxiety or distress with vocalizations.
Cause I've been in my head
Being stuck in one's thoughts for an extended period.
For so long
Continuing to dwell within one's own mind for too long.
Ooooh ooooh
Indifferent attitude towards responsibilities or obligations.
and I got shit to do I could care less
Feeling indifferent or uncaring about important tasks.
So I wake up everyday to the same mess
Waking up daily to a repetitive, unresolved situation or problems.
I'm dancing on the edge
Continuing to engage in risky behavior despite potential consequences.
Hope I don't fall, hope I don't fall
Hopeful to avoid the negative outcomes or pitfalls of the risky behavior.
Oooooh
Expressing distress or concern with vocalizations.
And I know I should be workout
Awareness of the need to exercise but not acting upon it.
I should meditate
Acknowledging the importance of meditation but not practicing it.
Not spend my time alone
Choosing isolation over social interaction.
And over medicate
Using substances excessively to cope with emotions.
There's either too much
Feeling overwhelmed either with too many tasks or too few.
Or too little on my plate
Struggling with finding balance in life.
Everyone's happy, how come I can't be
Comparing one's own emotions with others' apparent happiness.
And I think my friends hate me
Believing that friends may dislike or resent oneself.
I think I'm a burden, so I always fake it
Constantly feeling like a burden and pretending to be okay.
And I buy shit I don't need
Engaging in retail therapy to fill an emotional void.
Just to fill the hole in me
Buying unnecessary items as a temporary solution to emotional emptiness.
Oooooh oooooh
Expressing distress or concern with vocalizations.
I'm dancing on the edge
Continuing to engage in risky behavior despite potential consequences.
Hope I don't fall
Hopeful to avoid the negative outcomes or pitfalls of the risky behavior.
Ooooh ooooh
Expressing anxiety or distress with vocalizations.
Cause I've been in my head
Being stuck in one's thoughts for an extended period.
For so long
Continuing to dwell within one's own mind for too long.
Ooooh ooooh
Expressing distress or concern with vocalizations.
and I got shit to do I could care less
Feeling indifferent or uncaring about important tasks.
So I wake up everyday to the same mess
Waking up daily to a repetitive, unresolved situation or problems.
I'm dancing on the edge
Continuing to engage in risky behavior despite potential consequences.
Hope I don't fall, hope I don't fall
Hopeful to avoid the negative outcomes or pitfalls of the risky behavior.
Oooooh
Expressing distress or concern with vocalizations.
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