Lyrics
Joint lit while I'm drivin'
Engaging in risky behavior by smoking a joint while driving.
Need a checkup look at the mileage
Feeling the need for self-assessment due to life's wear and tear.
Windows tinted to hide me cryin'
Concealing emotions behind tinted windows.
Cus some days I'm angry
Experiencing fluctuations in emotions, including anger.
Stressed out but I could care less
Feeling stressed but displaying indifference.
Please be patient I'm a whole damn mess
Asking for patience due to personal chaos.
I'm in pain but I'm just as blessed you see
Recognizing pain but acknowledging blessings.
Oh
An interjection expressing realization or emphasis.
Guess it's just part of getting older
Understanding that certain struggles are associated with aging.
Aye
Living life with reduced sobriety.
Livin' life a little less sober
Choosing to live less restrained or controlled.
Oh
Participating in parties exclusively on weekends.
Only party on the weekends
Desiring external help to combat inner struggles.
Someone else please fight my demons
Accepting vulnerability despite it being seen as a weakness.
They said kindness was my weakness okay
Feeling questioned or judged for being kind.
Think I'm insane
Suspecting personal insanity due to thoughts or actions.
If you think about it I could really just
Contemplating drastic actions due to mental distress.
Drive my car right off this bridge
Consideration of self-destructive behavior.
Never deal with shit again
Thinking about escaping life's difficulties.
Finally see all my dead friends but
Curiosity about the afterlife and reminiscence of lost friends.
What is life without the ups and the downs
Recognizing life's value despite its challenges.
It's worth it in the end
Belief that enduring hardships leads to eventual reward.
Know some people wanna see that shit
Knowing some wish for their demise but refusing to succumb.
But I can't let them win
Resisting the temptation to give in to negative forces.
No
Asserting refusal to surrender to dark thoughts.
Guess it's just part of getting older
Reiterating the notion of struggles as a part of aging.
Aye
Continuing to live with reduced inhibition.
Livin' life a little less sober
Repeating the pattern of weekend partying.
Oh
Requesting external aid in battling inner demons.
Only party on the weekends
Reaffirming the perception of kindness as a vulnerability.
Someone else please fight my demons
Considering personal insanity due to conflicting thoughts.
They said kindness was my weakness okay
Describing a state of sobriety.
Think I'm insane
Repetition of the state of sobriety.
Sober
Nostalgia for a time when sobriety was desired.
Oh
Nostalgic repetition of wanting to be sober.
Sober
Lamenting the loss of the desire for sobriety.
I miss when I wanted to be sober
Yearning for a time when aging was anticipated.
I miss when I wanted to get older
Expressing a lack of will to live.
Now it seems that I aint gotta will to live
Lamenting the absence of desire for sobriety.
Oh
Lamenting the absence of the desire to age gracefully.
Sober
Expressing a lack of will to live.
I miss when I wanted to be sober
Lamenting the absence of desire for sobriety.
I miss when I wanted to get older
Lamenting the absence of the desire to age gracefully.
Now it seems that I aint gotta will to live
Expressing a lack of will to live.
Comment