Most of All
Mesmerized Journeys: Love, Yearning, and the Chilli Pepper Pin
Lyrics
It's pouring down, I'm sober and heading home
It's raining, and I'm sober, heading home.
The music's loud, we go outside and we talk
The music is loud, we step outside, and we converse.
How we pause and stare, the friction
Reflecting on the intensity and tension in the relationship.
How you make me care even though I've been torn
Despite feeling broken before, you make me care.
I've been stalking your socials for a while
I've been keeping tabs on your social media for some time.
You have a temper to make a good boy go wild
Your ability to provoke strong emotions in someone reserved.
When I'm bored I paint a picture
In moments of boredom, I create an image or scenario.
You're at front, you make the rest look black and white
You stand out among others, making everything else seem less significant.
Got your chilli pepper pin to hold my heart in place
A symbolic pin to keep my emotions intact.
The six roses you gave me will forever mark this day
Six roses given to me, a memory cherished forever.
I've been kind, I've been cold, but mesmerised most of all
Despite various behaviors, I'm captivated by you most of all.
I'm on a roll, 'cause you're my die
I'm feeling lucky or in control because of your influence.
My friends all tell me to let go and spit it out
Friends advise me to express my feelings openly.
I can rely on my faith, I don't want to let go all the time
I trust in my beliefs and don't want to let go of this connection.
If you dare follow me, we could get anywhere
If you take a chance on me, we can achieve anything.
I'll stay with you I swear
I promise to stay committed to you.
I want you close
I long to be near you.
I'm yours from now
I belong to you starting now.
Got your chilli pepper pin to hold my heart in place
Reiteration of using a pin to protect emotions.
The six roses you gave me will forever mark this day
Recalling the significance of the six roses received.
I've been kind, I've been cold, but mesmerised most of all
Despite varied emotions, I'm overwhelmingly fascinated by you.
And I kiss you with my eyes open wide
I kiss you with complete awareness and admiration.
'Cause sometimes I fail to pinch myself, oh my
At times, I forget to acknowledge how fortunate I am.
I've been kind, I've been cold, but mesmerised most of all
Reiteration of being enchanted by the person despite complexities.
I'm on a roll, 'cause you're my die
Feeling lucky or in control due to the person's influence.
I was walking on a rope that certainly would break
I felt like I was in a precarious situation that might collapse.
(Most of all, most of all)
Repeated emphasis on crucial aspects.
And I knew my fate but now I'm overthrown
Despite knowing what might happen, I am overwhelmed.
(Most of all, most of all)
Repeated emphasis on crucial aspects.
I got all I want but I am sad most days
Despite having what I desire, sadness prevails often.
(Most of all, most of all)
Repeated emphasis on crucial aspects.
'Cause it's never been this way, a drastic change
My life has changed significantly, and it's unsettling.
The lake's so still I feel that I don't belong
Feeling out of place and disconnected from tranquility.
(Most of all, most of all)
Repeated emphasis on crucial aspects.
And I'm terrified
Fearful or anxious about something.
No current to take me to the side, if I fall
If I fail or falter, there's no safety net to catch me.
(Most of all, most of all)
Repeated emphasis on crucial aspects.
I will drown
Expressing the fear of drowning or being overwhelmed.
I've been kind, I've been cold, but mesmerised most of all
Despite mixed emotions, I'm predominantly fascinated by you.
I'm on a roll, 'cause you're my die
Feeling lucky or in control due to the person's influence.
(Most of all, most of all)
Repeated emphasis on crucial aspects.
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