Lyrics
I hope they remember my birthday
I desire that people remember and acknowledge my birthday.
So I don't have to spend it like last year
I want to avoid repeating the lonely experience of spending my birthday as I did last year.
Tears on my tongue
I express sorrow, possibly indicating a difficult emotional state.
Instead of cake
Instead of enjoying celebratory moments, I experience sadness.
I hoped that this winter would be different
I had hoped for a different experience during this winter.
In some ways it's changed by a million
Although there have been numerous changes, some aspects remain unchanged.
But I still
Despite changes, there is a persistent struggle or challenge.
Can't get out of bed
I face difficulty in motivating myself to get out of bed.
My room is still cluttered with clothing
My living space is still messy and disorganized with clothes.
My mind is still cluttered and moulding
My thoughts and emotions remain tangled and unresolved.
I find ways to bring myself down
I engage in behaviors that contribute to my own emotional distress.
And I'm still more quiet than loud
Despite changes, I am still more reserved and introspective than expressive.
Take my hand
I extend an invitation for support or companionship.
I'm not doing too well
I am not doing well emotionally and seek understanding or assistance.
And I
An unresolved thought or emotion is emphasized.
Just want
Expressing a simple desire for a particular outcome.
To
Emphasizing a crucial point or goal.
Live
Expressing a desire to live authentically and true to oneself.
As my own
Reiterating the desire to live independently and true to oneself.
I
Reiteration of the desire for a place that feels like home.
Want my home
Expressing a fundamental longing for a sense of belonging and comfort.
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