CONTROL
Unveiling Life's Struggles Through Joe Thunda$torm's CONTROL
Lyrics
I ain't trippin bout the future, this shit written in stone
I'm not worried about the future; it's predetermined.
I ain't listening to opinions, this shit bigger than y'all
I don't pay attention to opinions; this situation is more significant than others.
I ain't feelin' it lately when people hittin' my phone
I'm not feeling well lately when people call me.
That's why I been distant, missing calls with my back against the wall
Due to my challenges, I've been avoiding calls, feeling cornered.
I done been through all the trials and all the feelings
I've experienced various trials and emotions.
I can't tell you all the kind of shit I'm dealing with, I'm different
I can't disclose all the difficulties I'm facing; I'm unique.
You can see inside my eyes that they done cried before
You can see in my eyes that I've cried before.
Baby that why I put all my feelings in my lines I hope you feel it
That's why I express my emotions in my lyrics, hoping you can relate.
Smokin' on this strong to clear my mind, gimme a minute
Smoking strong weed to clear my mind, give me a moment.
I guess lately I been gettin' way too high, I admit it
Lately, I've been getting too high; I acknowledge it.
I can't lie, baby I ain't been outside in a minute
I haven't been outside in a while.
I done made the same mistakes too many times but I live with it
I've repeated the same mistakes but continue to live with them.
People say they love me and they lying, but I get it
People claim to love me, but I understand they might be lying.
I don't owe nobody conversations or responses
I don't owe anyone conversations or responses.
I don't know nobody who can say that I ain't top ten
I don't know anyone who can say I'm not in the top ten.
I ain't like these rappers thats on Tiktok, real talkin'
I'm not like popular TikTok rappers; I speak real.
I don't gotta peep whats on your plate 'cause I got options
I don't need to check what others are doing; I have choices.
Smell like exotic and French Waltz when I walk in
I have a distinctive scent when I walk in, confident and exotic.
So out my body, I can't talk, why you talkin'
I feel out of touch, almost transcendent; can't speak, why are you talking?
God forgive my sins if I ain't here in the morning
Seeking forgiveness for my sins, uncertain if I'll wake up in the morning.
I done lost control this time for real, I'm sorry
I've lost control genuinely this time; I apologize.
That's just how I feel, after all the after-alls, I'm still here
This is my true feeling after considering everything; I'm still here.
I done been through all this trauma and I'm still healing
Despite experiencing trauma, I'm in the process of healing.
I done been through all the trials and all the feelings
Like before, I've faced trials and emotions.
I can't tell you all the kind of shit I'm dealing with, I'm different
I can't share all the challenges I'm facing; I'm unique.
You can see inside my eyes that they done cried before
You can see in my eyes that I've cried before.
Baby that why I put all my feelings in my lines I hope you feel it
That's why I express my emotions in my lyrics, hoping you can relate.
Smokin' on this strong to clear my mind, gimme a minute
Smoking strong weed to clear my mind, give me a moment.
I guess lately I been gettin' way too high, I admit it
Lately, I've been getting too high; I acknowledge it.
I done made the same mistakes too many times but I live with it
I've repeated the same mistakes but continue to live with them.
People say they love me and they lying, but I get it
People claim to love me, but I understand they might be lying.
I know sometimes I be in over my head, I admit it
Sometimes, I realize I'm in over my head; I admit it.
At the end of the day, I done made my bed, I'm gon' sit in it
At the end of the day, I've made my choices, and I'll face the consequences.
Never been the type that's gon' embellish how I'm living
I've never been one to exaggerate my lifestyle.
Watch out for them friends that get jealous when you winning
Be cautious of friends who become envious when you succeed.
I ain't at the crib that mean I'm in another city
I'm not at home; I'm in another city.
I ain't ask for none this shit I'm guessing I'm just Gifted
I didn't ask for this; I guess I'm just naturally talented.
I ain't braggin' I been in my bag for a lil minute
I'm not boasting; I've been excelling for a while now.
That's just how I feel, after all the after-alls, I'm still here
This is my true feeling after considering everything; I'm still here.
I done been through all this trauma and I'm still healing
Despite experiencing trauma, I'm in the process of healing.
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