Lyrics
I never wanted to be
The speaker never desired
On the receiving end of your animosity
To experience hostility from the other person
Oh, how cruel you can be
Expressing how harsh the other person can be
But it was part of your charm
Acknowledging that the harshness was part of their attractiveness
And I got disarmed so naturally
The speaker was disarmed by this attractiveness naturally
I never thought I'd say
Didn't anticipate saying
That I hate you, but isn't
Admits hating the person, but questions if it's a different form of love
That love in a different way?
Contemplates if hatred signifies love in an altered way
Stuck in that mentality
Feeling trapped between bitterness and loneliness
Between bitterness and loneliness
Struggling with the emotional state and unsure how to move past it
How can I get over this?
Questioning how to overcome these emotions
When you're still all over me
Even after trying to move on, memories of the person persist
And I don't feel like letting go
Unwillingness to release the emotional attachment
Stuck in this limbo
Feeling stuck in an emotional state described as "limbo"
'Cause I don't feel like letting go
Reiterating the reluctance to let go emotionally
So I live in this limbo
Choosing to live within this state of emotional uncertainty
I'm finding it hard to see
Finding it difficult to understand
The line we finally tried to
The attempt to establish a boundary between them with no obligations
Put up in between us no responsibility
Despite trying to separate, the person still exhibits jealousy
But you still get jealous and yes
Acknowledging nervous behavior due to this situation
I'm still shuffling nervously
Efforts to distance oneself but failing due to a lack of similar feelings elsewhere
I tried to stay far away
Attempts to stay away, yet other options feel inadequate
But nothing else feels the same
Nothing else matches the feeling of being with this person
Sick of this playing game
Tired of the situation being like a game
But somehow, you end up next to me
Despite efforts, the person ends up near the speaker
And we just can't be home alone
Unable to be alone at home, possibly due to emotional ties
Stuck in this limbo
Feeling stuck in a state of emotional uncertainty (limbo)
'Cause I don't feel like letting go
Reiterating the unwillingness to let go emotionally
So I live in this limbo
Choosing to continue living in this emotional state
So here we are again
Returning to the same situation
Picking up my shorts from the
Symbolic act of picking up belongings from the other's space
Bottom of your bed
Indicating intimacy but also a sense of detachment
I don't know if I can do this anymore
Expressing doubts about being able to continue in this situation
I just feel like letting go
Feeling like giving up emotionally
Stuck in this limbo
Stuck in an emotional state described as "limbo"
'Cause I don't feel like letting go
Reiterating the reluctance to let go emotionally
So I live in this limbo
Choosing to remain in this emotional state
'Cause I don't feel like letting go
Reaffirming the unwillingness to release emotional ties
So I live in this limbo
Continuing to live in a state of emotional uncertainty
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