Lyrics
I thought we were in it together but it was a one-man show
Feeling like the relationship was a partnership, but it was actually one-sided.
Told me you were gonna get better now you're getting all better for another girl
Assurance of improvement was given, but the person is now improving for someone else.
You'd say what a coincidence but I believe in fate
Despite hearing "coincidence," the speaker believes in destiny.
I believed in everything you didn't
Believed in things contrary to what the partner believed in.
Now I hate walking down this street
Disliking a familiar place due to emotional pain.
Blurry lights because I'm crying, not for you
Tears causing blurred vision, not related to the person being addressed.
Maybe I do, or maybe I just hate that I'm still
Conflicted about feelings or just upset about still thinking.
Thinking bout the times you came by
Reflecting on past encounters with the individual.
What a life what a time
Reflecting on the past when things seemed special.
When I still thought that I was special to you
Thought of being significant to the person being addressed.
You claimed to be a mystery and I didn't wanna feel save
Partner claimed mystery; the speaker didn’t want to feel protected.
And your eyes made me feel like I'm better, but they did the same to everyone else
Feeling uplifted by the partner's eyes, but realizing it's a common feeling.
And I'm besties now with your best friends
Becoming close friends with the partner's best friends.
I'm dying to see how this one ends
Curiosity about the conclusion of this situation, blaming the person addressed.
Looks like it's a big dead end, but it's on you
Feeling stuck in a hopeless situation, attributing it to the person addressed.
Now I hate walking down this street
Disliking a familiar place due to emotional pain.
Blurry lights because I'm crying, not for you
Tears causing blurred vision, not related to the person being addressed.
Maybe I do, or maybe I just hate that I'm sill
Conflicted about feelings or just upset about still thinking.
Thinking bout the times you came by
Reflecting on past encounters with the individual.
What a life what a time
Reflecting on the past when things seemed special.
When I still thought that I was special to you
Thought of being significant to the person being addressed.
But he doesn't love me, he doesn't love me
Realization that the person doesn't love the speaker.
He never did and never will be the one to love me
Certainty that the person never loved and won't love the speaker.
And maybe I did or maybe I do (Love you)
Uncertainty about past or present feelings towards the person addressed.
He never did, never will, for a day be the one to love me
Confirmation that the person never loved and won't love the speaker.
Got his picture on my mind
Thinking about the person, having their image in mind.
Loved your sister by that time
Caring for the person's sister during that time.
Say I'm good, oh what a lie, but I'm still breathing
Being told everything is fine, but feeling otherwise.
Thought it'd kill me, guess I am fine, how deceiving
Surprised by being okay despite expecting to be devastated.
Now I hate walking down this street
Disliking a familiar place due to emotional pain.
Blurry lights because I'm crying, not for you
Tears causing blurred vision, not related to the person being addressed.
Maybe I do, or maybe I just hate that I'm sill
Conflicted about feelings or just upset about still thinking.
Thinking bout the times you came by
Reflecting on past encounters with the individual.
What a life what a time
Reflecting on the past when things seemed special.
When I still thought that I was special to you
Thought of being significant to the person being addressed.
But he doesn't love me, he doesn't love me
Realization that the person doesn't love the speaker.
He never did and never will be the one to love me
Certainty that the person never loved and won't love the speaker.
And maybe I did or maybe I do (Love you)
Uncertainty about past or present feelings towards the person addressed.
He never did, never will, for a day be the one to love me
Confirmation that the person never loved and won't love the speaker.
Say I'm good, oh what a lie, but I'm still breathing
Being told everything is fine, but feeling otherwise.
Thought it'd kill me, guess I am fine, how deceiving
Surprised by being okay despite expecting to be devastated.
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