Insomnia

Elevated Patience: Navigating Pain and Love in Jonah's 'Insomnia'
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Lyrics

I ain’t slept in like 2 days, eyes lazy

The singer hasn't slept in two days, feeling tired with lazy eyes.

And I need some sleep but you know I’m still blazing

Despite needing sleep, the singer is still using substances, possibly marijuana.

Know I’m elevated, and I’m just staying patient

The singer acknowledges being elevated, likely referring to a heightened state of consciousness.

I’m just staying faded

Expressing a preference for staying in a faded, altered state.

Got a lot of pain, and I cannot escape it

The singer carries a significant amount of emotional pain that is hard to escape.

Things is getting changed, I did a lot of waiting

The singer has experienced changes and a lot of waiting in life.

Seen a lot of strangers that be hating

Encountering unfamiliar individuals who harbor negative feelings.

But never took the time for conversation

Despite encountering hate, there's a lack of meaningful conversation with these strangers.

I guess I need to learn to never make it

Reflecting on the lesson of not expecting validation or understanding from others.

Concerns of mine when I be on the stages

Concerns arise when performing on stages, possibly related to judgment or criticism.

It burns to find another that would say it

The pain intensifies when someone else confirms the difficulties in love and patience.

I’m talking bout the love, and all of the patience

Focusing on the importance of love and enduring patience.

I put the fam above, it ain’t no replacement

Emphasizing the prioritization of family, stating it has no substitute.

I said I ain’t replacing none of that

Reiterating the refusal to replace or compromise family bonds.

Remember racing back and forth to go and get the bag

Recalling the hustle for success and the pursuit of financial gain in the past.

Now I’m 22, I’m focused on the raps

At the age of 22, the singer is now focused on pursuing a career in rap.

I’m focused on a vision, wanna lead the people back

Aspiring to lead and inspire people through a focused vision.

I’m hoping that they hear me, ‘fore I end up on my ass

Hoping that the message is heard before facing difficulties or failures.

I promise imma get it, momma I won’t ever lag

A promise to achieve success and not lag behind, especially for the singer's mother.

I won’t ever be another nigga posted with a strap

Commitment to avoid a life involving firearms, contrasting with a previous lifestyle.

Posted on the corner, steady trynna flip a pack

Rejecting a past of dealing drugs and engaging in street activities.

Homie life is more than selling drugs and slinging gats

Stressing the idea that life holds more meaning than illegal activities.

And stealing from the homies that would always have your back

Condemning betrayal and theft from friends who were loyal.

We tried to wake you up

An attempt to awaken someone who is behaving like a traitor.

But nigga yous a rat

Labeling someone as a rat, likely due to betrayal or disloyalty.

And if my name in your mouth, I ain’t ever having none of that

Refusing to engage with gossip or negative talk involving the singer's name.

I ain’t slept in like 2 days, eyes lazy

Repetition of the singer's lack of sleep and lazy eyes.

And I need some sleep but you know I’m still blazing

Reiteration of the need for sleep while acknowledging substance use.

Know I’m elevated, and I’m just staying patient

Reaffirming an elevated state and maintaining patience while being faded.

I’m just staying faded

Reaffirming the preference for staying in an altered state.

Got a lot of pain, and I cannot escape it

Emphasizing the persistent emotional pain that cannot be avoided.

Things is getting changed, I did a lot of waiting

Reflecting on the changes experienced and the waiting endured.

Seen a lot of strangers that be hating

Encountering strangers who harbor hate, yet not engaging in meaningful conversation.

But never took the time for conversation

Reiterating the need to learn from past mistakes and not repeat them.

I guess I need to learn to never make it

Repeating the concerns about judgment and criticism when performing on stages.

Concerns of mine when I be on the stages

Reiterating the pain of discovering someone else expressing similar difficulties in love and patience.

It burns to find another that would say it

Continuing the theme of the challenges in love and the importance of patience.

I’m talking bout the love, and all of the patience

Reiterating the emphasis on love and enduring patience, especially for family.

I put the fam above, it ain’t no replacement

Stating the unwavering prioritization of family bonds over any substitute.

The lyrics of this song contain explicit content.
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