Sabotage
Breaking Walls, Unveiling Struggles: Jordan Jones' Emotional Journey
Lyrics
I built these walls and put up these shelves
The singer constructed barriers (metaphorical walls) and organized their life (symbolized by shelves) to contain their experiences or memories.
To hold my stories and sabotage myself
The singer feels they are self-sabotaging despite their attempts to break free.
I try to let go but I don’t know how
Struggling to release themselves from certain behaviors or thoughts.
I got these triggers and I need your help
Asking for assistance to deal with triggers that affect their actions or emotions.
I’m starting to think that i should get out
Considering leaving or escaping the current situation.
Where do we go now
Expressing confusion about the next steps to take.
Feeling the weight
Feeling the heaviness or burden of their situation.
living this way I
Desiring a different lifestyle or mindset.
wanna lay low
Wanting to avoid attention or conflict.
Give in and stay another day
Considering yielding to the current circumstances for a while longer.
how do I say no
Struggling to refuse or resist something.
Starting to fray
Starting to unravel emotionally or mentally.
wanna replay
Wishing to replay or redo certain situations.
what do I say tho
Confusion about what to say or how to respond.
ugh What do I say though
Reiterating the confusion about what to say in a frustrating manner.
Girl can you hear the sound
Asking someone if they can perceive the singer's internal turmoil.
You know I’m screaming on the inside
Expressing inner distress or pain that is not visible externally.
there’s no
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talking when you're loud
Difficulty communicating or resolving issues when emotions are intense.
We can’t keep
Acknowledging the impossibility of ignoring conflicts.
pretending like we don’t fight
Refusing to act as if disagreements or arguments don’t exist.
And I don’t think that
Doubting the ability to remain in the current situation.
I can stay
Considering leaving due to internal conflict.
See if I’m being honest with everybody else
Struggling to be truthful with others about personal feelings or experiences.
I still have a hard time being honest with myself
Having difficulty being honest with oneself despite being honest with others.
can’t predict what I might do next
Uncertain about their future actions or behaviors.
gotta move
Feeling the need to progress forward or release emotions.
on or get this offa my chest
Expressing the urgency to share or alleviate inner burdens.
got these thoughts floating in my head
Experiencing intrusive or persistent thoughts.
I’m doin my best
Doing their best to manage the situation.
Feeling the weight living this way I wanna lay low
Feeling the weight of the situation and desiring to remain unnoticed.
Give in and stay another day how do I say no
Contemplating how to decline or resist staying longer.
Starting to fray wanna replay what do I say though
Reiterating the desire to replay or redo certain situations, unsure of what to say.
What do I say though
Repeating the confusion about what to say in frustration.
Girl can you hear the sound
Asking if someone can perceive the internal struggle.
You know I’m screaming on the inside
Reiterating the internal distress that is not externally visible.
there’s no talking when you're loud
Difficulty communicating or resolving issues when emotions are intense.
We can’t keep pretending like we don’t fight
Acknowledging the impossibility of ignoring conflicts.
And I don’t think that I can stay
Doubting the ability to remain in the current situation.
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