Back in LA
Embracing Self-Love: JORDI UP LATE's Reflective Night in 'Back in LA'
Lyrics
I'm up late at night
I am awake during the late hours of the night.
Thinkin' bout the weather.
I am contemplating or reflecting on the weather.
Cool breeze underneath
There's a refreshing cool breeze when we are together.
When we get together.
I feel lonely, trying to move on and forget about you.
Im down all alone
Alone and downhearted, attempting to erase memories of you.
Trying to forget you.
Despite the loneliness, I resist the urge to call you, knowing it won't improve the situation.
Tempted to grab the phone
Feeling tempted to reach out to you by phone, though aware it won't bring comfort.
But you won't make it better.
Contacting you won't alleviate the pain or make things better.
2 words for you and 3 for me
Using strong language to express frustration and prioritize self-love.
Fuck you, cause I love me
Emphasizing self-love despite negative feelings towards you.
2 words for you and 3 for me
Reiterating the conflict between negative feelings for you and self-love.
Fuck you, cause I love me
Stating the internal struggle of self-love despite negative emotions towards you.
Turn on turn it off.
Suggesting a desire to switch emotions on and off, perhaps to cope with the situation.
I'm so fed up with fishing.
Expressing frustration and weariness with the metaphor of being fed up with fishing, possibly alluding to seeking something elusive or unattainable.
Too late to emulate
It's too late to imitate or recreate the love that could have been given in the past.
the love I could have given.
Reflecting on the lost opportunity to express love.
Hear me, hear me now,
A plea to be heard and acknowledged in the present moment.
I want u to remember:
Expressing a desire for the listener to remember something important.
How sad but how dignified
Describing the imminent ending as both sad and dignified.
This is coming to an ending.
Acknowledging that the relationship is reaching its conclusion.
2 words for you and 3 for me
Repeating the conflicting emotions of self-love and resentment towards you.
Fuck you, cause I love me
Affirming self-love even in the face of negative feelings towards you.
2 words for you and 3 for me
Reiterating the internal conflict of self-love and negative emotions towards you.
Fuck you, cause I love me
Emphasizing the persistence of self-love despite negative feelings for you.
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