Lose You
Finding Resilience: Journey Through Life's Challenges
Lyrics
This for the days
This is dedicated to certain days.
When I’m up late
During nights when I stay awake.
Thinkin' 'bout when I was fifteen
Reflecting on my life at the age of fifteen.
Just a young mu fucka, bumpin' lil weezy
A young person listening to Lil Wayne.
I had no idea what’s in store for me
Unaware of what the future holds for me.
I was smilin' back then
Reminiscing about a time when I was happy.
Now the frown so big
Now experiencing significant sadness.
Like a round house kick
Intense and impactful sadness, like a powerful kick.
Life came and knocked me out
Life challenges have knocked me down.
I was chillin' in the north
Originally located in the northern region.
Now I’m movin' to south
Now in the process of moving to the south.
On the westside, hope I make it big there
Aspiring for success on the west side.
Ain’t nobody think that I can do it 'cause they been scared
People doubted my potential due to fear.
Well I’m stuck here
Feeling stuck in a difficult situation.
Not knowin' what to do
Uncertain about the next steps to take.
You tell me you feel me
Expressions of understanding and empathy.
That’s right where I lose you
The point where our connection weakens.
I’m losin' my mind
Struggling with mental health.
But still look a diamond
Maintaining resilience, resembling a diamond.
I hope they can see that
Hoping others recognize my efforts.
I’m still fuckin' tryin'
Persisting despite challenges.
I love when they be tellin' me I can’t
Enjoying the motivation from those who doubt me.
I just talked to my momma
A conversation with my mother.
And she told me I’m the man
Receiving affirmation of my worth.
She told me keep on goin'
Encouraged to continue due to talent and attractiveness.
Cause I’m talented and handsome
Maintaining a confident and consistent rhythm in life.
So I keep on rockin' like a snare drum
Confidently moving forward like a drumbeat.
I’m arrogant
Displaying a level of arrogance.
Told you I don’t care
Asserting indifference to the opinions of others.
If you don’t really fuckin' care for me
Expressing a lack of concern for those who don't care.
I just wanna say this shit as fair warning
A fair warning about forthcoming statements.
Every morning
Repetition of a daily routine.
I be wakin' up
The struggle of maintaining sanity upon waking up.
Hopin' that I stay sane
A metaphorical cloud indicating impending challenges.
Got a cloud above my head and it’s boutta fuckin' rain
The likelihood of facing difficulties.
Not again, not a game
Not a playful situation but serious challenges.
But they thinkin' it is
Perceived as a game by others.
Get the money from they parents, now they thinkin' they rich
People gaining a false sense of wealth.
Hit the iceberg
An obstacle that leads to potential downfall.
Now I’m bout to sink with the ship
Facing the consequences, sinking with the situation.
Speakin' of the iceberg, bitch this only the tip
A play on words, emphasizing the beginning of a challenge.
Well I’m stuck here
Feeling stuck and unsure of the next steps.
Not knowin' what to do
Uncertain about the path forward.
You tell me you feel me
Expressing understanding and empathy again.
That’s right where I lose you
The point where connection weakens again.
I’m losin' my mind
Continuing to struggle with mental health.
But still look a diamond
Maintaining resilience and strength, like a diamond.
I hope they can see that
Hoping others recognize and appreciate the strength.
I’m still fuckin' tryin'
Persisting despite challenges.
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