If You Go
Navigating Love's Trials: Jr. Rhodes' Reflections on Growth and Insecurities
Lyrics
I still run to you
I continue to seek comfort in you
But sometimes I think I'm a fool
Admitting to moments of feeling foolish in the relationship
And I still lie to you
Confessing to dishonesty despite awareness it's inappropriate
Even though I know that's just not cool
Acknowledging the wrongdoing of lying
Girl, I'm just tryna grow
Expressing the desire for personal growth
Cause my insecurities show
Recognizing and addressing personal insecurities
And I'm just tryna grow
Reiterating the commitment to personal development
So I don't blame you if you go
Acceptance of the possibility of the partner leaving
We only talk when I'm lonely
Communication occurs mainly when feeling lonely
Cause my ass is controlling
Acknowledging controlling tendencies
Only showing you love in the times I need me a moment
Selective expression of love during personal needs
Instead of coming in slowly, I ripped the brakes from my car
Metaphorically removing barriers hastily for a deeper connection
In a hope that we can collide and become a slogan
Hoping for a significant and memorable relationship
For the way it feels to be with you
Comparing the emotional experience to a special force (Navy SEAL)
Like a navy seal; I'd rather be alone, but have you still
Preferring solitude but valuing the partner's presence
That's how I feel
Reaffirmation of emotions and feelings
And how I deal with all this shit is how I heal from trauma from my past
Coping with personal issues and healing from past trauma
But I ain't ask you to be my happy meal
Rejecting the idea of expecting constant happiness from the partner
I'm saying this
Stating a perspective or personal realization
Cause I still run to you
Repetition of seeking comfort in the partner
But sometimes I think I'm a fool
Reiteration of feeling foolish in the relationship
And I still lie to you
Continued admission of dishonesty in the relationship
Even though I know that's just not cool
Acknowledging the inappropriateness of lying
Girl, I'm just tryna grow
Reaffirming the commitment to personal growth despite insecurities
Cause my insecurities show
Highlighting the visibility of personal insecurities
And I'm just tryna grow
Reiterating the dedication to personal development
So I don't blame you if you go
Accepting the partner's potential decision to leave
Every moment that you waited on me
Reflecting on the partner's patience and waiting
You were open and were patient with me
Recognizing the partner's open-mindedness and patience
But I was happy doing me and chasing all these other highs
Prioritizing personal desires and chasing other experiences
Cause I had comfort that no matter what I'd do that you were always gon' be mine
Assuming the partner will always be there regardless of actions
But all the guilt I feel is now remorse
Feeling regret for actions and a shift in emotional state
Cause even though we ride 'til we die, we shifted course
Recognizing a change in the relationship's direction
Seeing eye to eye wasn't hard, but it's important
Emphasizing the importance of understanding and agreement
If I ever gave you my heart, just know it's yours
Declaring the partner's significance and commitment
Cause I still run to you
Repetition of seeking comfort in the partner
But sometimes I think I'm a fool
Reiteration of feeling foolish in the relationship
And I still lie to you
Continued admission of dishonesty in the relationship
Even though I know that's just not cool
Acknowledging the inappropriateness of lying
Girl, I'm just tryna grow
Reaffirming the commitment to personal growth despite insecurities
Cause my insecurities show
Highlighting the visibility of personal insecurities
And I'm just tryna grow
Reiterating the dedication to personal development
So I don't blame you if you go
Acceptance of the partner's potential decision to leave
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