Lyrics
It was a New Feel getting to know you
Expressing the novelty of experiencing a new emotion or sensation while getting acquainted with someone.
A clear mind and you know I miss it so much
Reflecting a longing for a clear state of mind that is dearly missed.
The ground wet from snow
Describing the physical environment where the ground is wet due to snow, setting a scene or ambiance.
Memories of unknown elation yet
Recollection of memories associated with an unknown but positive sense of happiness or joy.
My insecurity's a firm integration yeah
Acknowledging that personal insecurities have become deeply ingrained or integrated into the individual's character.
I'm still the same wreck
Admitting to being in a state of emotional distress or turmoil, remaining unchanged.
Writing songs doesn't help my case
Expressing a belief that creating music or writing songs doesn’t positively impact the individual's situation.
And I'm focused on a feeling that has gone away, I mean
Focused on a feeling or emotion that used to exist but has now disappeared.
I was nervous and you were too
Recalling a past state of nervousness, possibly relating to the early stages of a relationship.
I'm comfortable for the most part and I'm good with you
Feeling generally comfortable and content, particularly when with the person being addressed.
I'm good with you
Reiterating contentment and satisfaction with the addressed individual.
I have an old fear that continues to haunt me
Admitting to an enduring fear that continues to trouble the individual.
I thought commitment would kill it
Having thought that committing to something might alleviate the mentioned fear, but finding it's not the case.
I guess not
Reiterating the realization that commitment hasn't resolved the underlying fear.
I guess not
Emphasizing the realization again that committing hasn't changed the situation.
I tell myself I'm gonna act different but
Expressing a desire or intention to change behavior, despite a lack of follow-through in certain situations.
Situations arise, I still act the same
Despite intentions, the individual continues to react in the same way in specific circumstances.
I wish I could change
Expressing a wish to transform but feeling stuck in unchanging behavior or patterns.
I stay stagnant but the seasons change
Stating the stagnancy of personal growth despite external changes, likening it to the changing seasons.
I'm still bitter but you love the same
Acknowledging a lingering bitterness while appreciating that the addressed individual loves consistently.
For you I'll try for a better day
Expressing a willingness to try and improve oneself for the sake of the addressed person.
I don't deserve all the words you say
Feeling undeserving of the kind words or praise received from the addressed individual.
I stay stagnant but the seasons change
Reiteration of personal stagnation amidst changing external circumstances.
I'm still bitter but you love the same
Reiterating feelings of bitterness while acknowledging the consistent love from the addressed person.
For you I'll try for a better day
Reaffirming the willingness to strive for personal improvement for the sake of the addressed person.
I don't deserve all the words you say
Expressing a sense of unworthiness regarding the kind words or praise received from the addressed individual.
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