Lyrics
Everything that i wanted
Expressing a desire for everything desired or dreamed of.
Always felt so daunting
Feeling overwhelmed or intimidated by those desires.
I just wanted to feel
Expressing a longing to experience certain emotions.
I was worth something
Seeking validation and a sense of self-worth.
Everything that i wanted
Reiterating the desire for everything previously mentioned.
Was based on your view of me
Linking personal desires to how others perceive the individual.
But when i stepped back to see
Reflecting on the realization of not being authentic.
I wasn't being me but
Acknowledging a lack of genuine self-expression.
I'm starting to feel like i could
Expressing a growing sense that change is possible.
I'm starting to look how i want
Noticing a positive transformation in appearance.
I'm starting to feel confident
Gaining confidence and a positive self-perception.
And i feel okay
Feeling content and accepting of the current state.
But I've not been myself
Acknowledging a period of not being true to oneself.
For too long
Realizing a prolonged period of self-disconnection.
I never noticed how
Noticing a lack of awareness in embracing the present.
To embrace the now
Learning to appreciate and live in the current moment.
It's bittersweet
Describing mixed emotions about this newfound awareness.
That I'd call myself out
Taking responsibility by self-identifying and admitting a fault.
I think too much
Overthinking and being preoccupied with future outcomes.
About outcomes
Reflecting on a tendency to focus on results rather than the present.
Instead of focusing on
Recognizing the need to shift attention to immediate surroundings.
What's right in front but
Contrasting the desire to change with the struggle of staying present.
I'm starting to feel like i could
Reiterating the growing sense of positive transformation.
I'm starting to look how i want
Continuing to notice positive changes in appearance.
I'm starting to feel confident
Affirming the development of confidence and positive self-perception.
And i feel okay
Feeling content and accepting of the current state (repeated).
But I've not been myself
Acknowledging a period of not being true to oneself (repeated).
For too long
Realizing a prolonged period of self-disconnection (repeated).
I've wanted to feel like i could
Reiterating the desire to feel capable and confident.
I've wanted to look how i want
Expressing a longstanding desire for personal appearance change.
I've wanted to feel confident
Continuing the desire for confidence and self-assurance.
For so damn long
Emphasizing the enduring nature of the desire for positive change.
And i'm finally feeling good
Conveying a sense of achievement and contentment with the current state.
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