Golden
Unveiling Shadows: Julia Degan's Golden Reflections
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I never used to like my name
I used to dislike my name.
But whenever you said it i swear to god it didn't sound the same
When you say my name, it feels different, almost special.
Like sweet poetry
Comparing the experience of hearing my name from you to sweet poetry.
Kinda thought it would be over by now but you're still looking at me
Expected certain feelings to fade, but your attention persists.
From afar, but there you are
Even though you're distant, you're still present in my thoughts.
cnd who would i be without all the things that you think of me
Reflecting on my identity shaped by your perception of me.
Golden, forever folding
Emphasizing the value of your thoughts in making me feel golden and complete.
Cause who would i be without all the things that you think of me
Reiteration of the impact your thoughts have on my sense of self.
Cause you were never golden
Acknowledging that you, the person, were never seen as golden.
You were never golden
Repeating the realization that you were never considered golden.
You were never golden
Reiteration of the notion that you were never perceived as golden.
cnd who would i be without all the things that you think of me
Reflecting on the impact of your thoughts on shaping my identity.
Golden
Emphasizing the desire to be seen as golden.
Golden
Repetition of the longing to be perceived as golden.
Golden
Continuation of the desire to be seen as golden.
You were never golden
Reiteration that you, in contrast, were never seen as golden.
Was i easy to tame
Questioning if I was easy to control or influence.
Feel like you own my name
Feeling like you have a significant influence on my identity.
God i wish i knew that you were never golden
Expressing a wish for knowledge that you were never seen as golden.
cnd everyone feels the same
Implying that others share the same feelings or experiences.
They all know who to blame
Suggesting that others hold me responsible for the situation.
But i could never help i was the lucky one
Acknowledging a sense of luck in the situation.
cnd if i close my eyes
Imagining shutting out the world or avoiding reality.
cnd everybody dies
Contemplating mortality and the inevitability of death.
God i wish i knew that you were never golden
Expressing a wish for knowledge that you were never seen as golden.
You were never golden
Reiteration that you were never considered golden.
You were never golden
Repetition of the idea that you were never perceived as golden.
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