Wondering
Pondering Life's Uncertainties: Julian Isaiah's Reflections
Lyrics
Not knowing how not knowing why
Uncertainty and lack of understanding about a situation or emotions.
Wondering what's going on in your mind
Curious about the thoughts and feelings of the other person.
Wondering wondering
Repetition emphasizes the ongoing state of wonder and contemplation.
I don't know how long I have to live
A sense of mortality and a desire for clarity in life.
I wanna see what you're doing with this
Curiosity about the other person's actions and choices.
Wondering wondering
Continued contemplation and questioning.
The pain is too much to go on my own
Feeling overwhelmed by emotional pain and the need for support.
It is so hard to let you go
Struggling to accept the separation from someone important.
Wondering wondering
Continued exploration of uncertainties and unanswered questions.
I cannot see who I am
A sense of identity crisis, not knowing oneself.
I feel like a different man
Feeling transformed or changed from the usual self.
Wondering
Reflecting on the persistent state of wonder.
So many questions that go through my mind and
A multitude of unanswered questions occupying the mind.
To many answers that I cannot find
Difficulty finding solutions to the numerous queries.
Wondering wondering
Continued state of wonder and contemplation.
I plead with god to show me the way
Pleading for guidance from a higher power to navigate challenges.
lead me to the great escape
Desiring guidance toward a significant and positive change.
Wondering wondering
Ongoing state of wonder despite seeking divine intervention.
Now that I'm down on my knees
Expressing vulnerability and a plea for mercy.
Looking up beggin please
Begging for assistance and mercy while looking upward.
Wondering wondering
Continued contemplation and questioning in a state of vulnerability.
Mend this aching heart of mine
Request for emotional healing before it's too late.
Before I run out of time
Feeling a sense of urgency to mend emotional wounds.
Wondering wondering
Ongoing state of wonder and desire for emotional healing.
What is left for me to say
Reflecting on what remains to be said in a given situation.
All those feelings start to fade
The fading of intense emotions, possibly a sign of acceptance.
wondering wondering
Continued contemplation despite the fading of feelings.
I cannot see who I am
Reiteration of the struggle to understand one's identity.
I feel like a different man
Feeling like a changed person from previous self-perception.
Wondering
Repeating the theme of ongoing wonder and introspection.
So many questions that go through my mind and
Continued presence of numerous unanswered questions in the mind.
To many answers that I cannot find
Struggling with the abundance of unanswered queries.
Wondering wondering
Reiteration of the persistent state of wonder and questioning.
I plead with god to show me the way
Seeking divine guidance to find a meaningful path in life.
Lead me too the great escape
Desiring guidance towards a positive and transformative escape.
Wondering wondering
Continued state of wonder despite the plea for divine intervention.
So many questions that go through my mind and
Reiteration of the overwhelming number of unanswered questions.
To many answers that I cannot find
Struggling with the abundance of answers that remain elusive.
Wondering wondering
Continued state of wonder despite the struggle to find answers.
Now that I'm all alone today
Feeling alone and contemplative about the current situation.
Hoping I see a better way
Hoping for a better way and a positive change in circumstances.
Wondering that leaves me wondering
Reflecting on the ongoing state of wonder and questioning.
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