Lyrics
So I tried
Attempting
Said I'm doing okay
Expressed being fine
I wrote you this letter
Chose to convey feelings through writing
Was the easiest way
As it felt easiest
So I lied
Didn't tell the truth
Couldn't face you alone
Couldn't confront without support
And nothing got better
No improvement occurred
I'm going home
Decided to return to one's place of belonging
And I cry
Experiencing emotional pain
Guided by the northern starlight
Following a guiding light for direction
On my way home
Heading back home
So I cry
Continuing to express sorrow
Unbearable without you
Feels unbearable in your absence
I'm going home
Reiterating the decision to return home
It's just me
Alone, no one else present
And that is no lie
Stating a truth
I'll call on you later
Planning to reach out later
This ain't goodbye
Assuring it's not a permanent farewell
And I cry
Experiencing emotional distress
Guided by the northern starlight
Using the northern star as a guide
On my way home
Moving homeward with guidance
So I cry
Continued expression of sorrow
Unbearable without you
Cannot bear the situation without you
I'm going home
Reaffirming the intent to return home
Heijai-ja, Heijai-ja
Repetitive chant, possibly expressing emotional anguish or determination
Heijai-ja, Heijai-ja
-Heijai-ja, Heijai-ja
-Heijai-ja, Heijai-ja
-And I cry
Experiencing emotional pain again
Guided by the northern starlight
Using the northern star for guidance again
On my way home
Continuing the journey homeward
So I cry
Continued expression of deep sorrow
Unbearable without you
Expressing inability to bear the situation without you again
I'm going home
Reiterating the decision to return home once more
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