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Midnight Melancholy: A Tumultuous Love Chronology
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Another night losing sleep on a weekday
Struggling to sleep during the workweek
Late night out, left my car in the driveway
Returned home late, leaving the car outside
Let the caffeine wake me up
Using caffeine to stay awake
I'm not sure if we made up
Uncertain if a disagreement was resolved
But the way you touch my hair
Noticing affectionate gestures like hair touches
And the way you didn't care
Your indifference despite such gestures
Still spend my thoughts contemplating who you think I am
Contemplating about the perception of oneself by the other
1 AM, why you keep me up?
Questioning why thoughts keep one awake at 1 AM
2 AM when you're not around
Feeling absence at 2 AM when the person isn't around
3 AM, 4 AM
Progressing through the night, losing sleep
I'm losing sleep as the sun comes up
Sleep deprivation continuing till morning
1 AM, why you keep me up?
Reiterating the confusion and sleeplessness at 1 AM
2 AM when you're not around
Repeating the absence felt at 2 AM
3 AM, 4 AM
Continuing to lose sleep as the night progresses
I'm losing sleep as the sun comes up
The cycle of sleep loss till sunrise
We like the night, like to fight, like to sleep in
Liking the night's intensity, including conflicts and sleeping in
You hold me down, make me frown, you're my poison
Feeling emotionally restrained by the person, causing distress
Do I even like you at all?
Questioning one's feelings toward the other
You're nothing like me at all
Recognizing significant differences between oneself and the person
I'm sick and tired
Experiencing fatigue and frustration
Of the games you play
Tired of the relationship's manipulative dynamics
Don't click, don't lie
Desiring honesty and authenticity
I know you feel the same
Believing the other person shares similar feelings
1 AM, why you keep me up?
Repetition of pondering the reason for sleeplessness at 1 AM
2 AM when you're not around
Continued absence felt at 2 AM
3 AM, 4 AM
Continuing through the night, unable to rest
I'm losing sleep as the sun comes up
Enduring sleeplessness until the break of day
1 AM, why you keep me up?
Reflecting again on the persistence of thoughts at 1 AM
2 AM when you're not around
Repeated feeling of absence at 2 AM
3 AM, 4 AM
Enduring the night's restlessness
I'm losing sleep as the sun comes up
Experiencing sleep loss until sunrise
I think you drained me
Feeling emotionally depleted by the person's actions
And you don't even know it
Not realizing the extent of how draining the person is
And I'll try not to show it
Attempting to conceal the emotional impact
1 AM, why you keep me up?
Questioning the reason for staying awake at 1 AM
2 AM when you're not around
Feeling the absence intensely at 2 AM
3 AM, 4 AM
Continuing the struggle through the night
I'm losing sleep as the sun comes up
Experiencing sleep loss until the morning
1 AM, why you keep me up?
Reiteration of pondering the reason for sleeplessness at 1 AM
2 AM when you're not around
Recurring absence felt at 2 AM
3 AM, 4 AM
Continuing through the night, unable to rest
I'm losing sleep as the sun comes up
Enduring sleeplessness until the break of day
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