Sunflower Fields
Lost in Sunflower Dreams: A Tale of Youth, Longing, and Self-Discovery
Lyrics
Guess I made my mistakes, I just wish you'd help me out
Expressing regret for past mistakes and seeking support.
Feel I'm losing my trust, I guess people creep me out
Feeling a decline in trust, possibly due to a fear of people.
I don't wanna scare you, I just don't know what to say
Expressing difficulty in finding the right words without scaring the listener.
Yeah, I know I'm just a kid, got your picture in a safe
Acknowledging youth and cherishing a picture of the person in a safe.
I'm just blushing in the grass, think about you all the time
Daydreaming about the person in a natural setting, thinking about them constantly.
Doesn't matter if I'm wrong, I just wish you could be mine
Expressing a desire for the person despite potential mistakes.
Yeah, I'm laughing at myself, 'cus I know that I'm a joke
Self-awareness of being a joke and acknowledging youth.
Just a stupid little kid, I'll just keep you in my notes
Referring to oneself as a silly kid, keeping thoughts about the person in notes.
I'm just staring at the sky, I'll just ask it for a wish
Staring at the sky, expressing a wish, possibly for the person's affection.
Really telling you the truth, I'm just asking for a kiss
Truthfully expressing the desire for a kiss.
Got me screaming at my wall I don't wanna take the risk
Feeling hesitant and conflicted about taking a risk in the relationship.
Now I'm starting at my phone I just wanna reminisce
Reflecting on the past and wanting to reminisce through the phone.
To be honest I don't know if you'll ever even wait
Uncertain about the person's waiting, honesty about the uncertainty.
Yeah, I'm covered up in salt, I'm just melting in the rain
Feeling emotional pain, metaphorically described as being covered in salt.
I'm a fuck up, but I'm dumb, but I know that you're the same
Admitting to being a 'fuck up' but recognizing similarities with the person.
I'm just passing you a gift, it's a picture that I made
Offering a self-made gift, a picture, as a gesture of affection.
It's fine, tell me you don't want to
Respecting the other's feelings, open to hearing a rejection.
I tell myself you're the only way to feel
Believing that the person is the only way to feel something.
I sing my song, it's the only way to heal
Using music as a means of healing and expression.
I X my notes I just do it all the time
Frequently revisiting personal notes as a coping mechanism.
Can't trust my gut, I'm ignoring all the signs
Expressing a lack of trust in one's instincts and avoiding warning signs.
I miss your face but I'm packing up my stuff
Missing the person but preparing to move on and leave behind memories.
Can't keep my pace, I guess I'll just call a bluff
Struggling to maintain a consistent pace, considering calling a bluff.
I won't do shit, 'cus I know I'm not enough
Feeling inadequate and hesitant to take action.
I can't think straight, so I'm sorry if I'm rough
Apologizing for potential roughness due to confusion and lack of clarity.
Keep it to myself, I'm too shy to let it out
Keeping emotions private due to shyness.
Running through a field and I know I'm bleeding out
Metaphorically running through a field while bleeding out, possibly symbolizing emotional pain.
Catch me if you can, I just wanna make it home
Expressing a desire to be caught and find a sense of belonging or home.
Do it all myself, 'cus I know that I'm alone
Emphasizing independence but acknowledging loneliness.
Keep it to myself, I'm too shy to let it out
Reiterating the theme of keeping emotions concealed due to shyness.
Running through a field and I know I'm bleeding out
Repeating the metaphor of running through a field and bleeding out.
Catch me if you can, I just wanna make it home
Expressing a desire to make it home, seeking comfort or stability.
Do it all myself, 'cus I know that I'm alone
Reaffirming self-sufficiency while acknowledging solitude.
It's fine, I know that you want to
Reassuring acceptance of potential rejection.
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