Lyrics
The weight of my words is not enough to
The impact of what I say isn't sufficient to
Make up for the words I didn't say
Compensate for the things I didn't articulate
I'm sorry, I didn't want to close the door
I apologize for inadvertently shutting the door
Just afraid to suffocate inside these arms, I find comfort
Being afraid of feeling confined within these arms, I find solace
I will try not to break another mirror
I'll attempt not to break another mirror
'Cause that would mean I would only break myself
Breaking it would only harm myself
This body where has it taken, forsaken me
Where has this body taken me, abandoned me?
Forsaken me, let me be
Abandoned me, allow me to exist
My eyes never felt this sore
My eyes have never felt so tired
If only had I known more
If only I had been more knowledgeable
Self centered, myself to blame
Self-absorbed, blaming myself
Death is fucking you insane
Death is driving you crazy
A selfish boy with fear doubts afraid to let it inside
A self-centered boy, afraid of admitting fear, full of doubts
I promise myself that I won't break it another time
I vow not to break it again
No question asked, just answers taken
No inquiries, just taken answers
My guilt, my thoughts, my mind were whose to judge?
My guilt, thoughts, and mind—whose responsibility to judge?
I think I need to breathe to let the door be open
I believe I need to breathe to keep the door open
But the only one who is choking me is myself
Yet, I'm the one suffocating myself
Why can't I see that you are the sun, the rain, the fuel
Why can't I see that you are essential to me?
I need inside, why can't I see? I'll try
I need what you provide; why can't I realize? I'll try
I won't listen, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess
I won't heed, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess
I won't listen, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess
-I won't listen, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess
-I won't listen, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess
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