Lyrics
I know I will be just fine again, but when?
I anticipate that I will recover and be well again, but I'm uncertain about the timing.
I know I will be just fine again, when?
Reiteration of the expectation of eventual recovery with lingering uncertainty about when it will happen.
I run across the mountains
Describing a physical journey, possibly metaphorical, across challenging obstacles.
Throw my money into fountains
Symbolic act of spending money in a carefree manner, possibly expressing a desire for liberation.
Hear my thoughts and turn the noise up louder
Struggling with inner thoughts and intentionally increasing external noise, suggesting a desire to escape or drown out inner turmoil.
Bite my lips till the blood runs down my mouth, I
Physical expression of self-harm, questioning the consequences, and recognizing the ironic taste of one's actions.
I can taste the irony
Awareness of the irony in one's situation or actions.
Trip down steppingstones but do it silently
Using steppingstones metaphorically to navigate challenges quietly and discreetly.
Am I still moving forward?
Reflecting on personal progress and questioning if there is actual forward movement.
And I know that I feel lonely
Acknowledging a sense of loneliness despite being surrounded by oneself.
When I got myself around
Contemplating self-awareness and presence in one's own company.
Will my friends still give me comfort?
Questioning whether friends will provide comfort during times of self-disappointment.
When I let myself down again
Anticipating self-disappointment and its impact on relationships with friends.
I know I will be just fine again, but when?
Repetition of the anticipation of future well-being with lingering uncertainty.
I know I will be just fine again, when?
Continued uncertainty about the timing of the expected recovery.
My mind is turning, dizzy again
Describing a state of mental confusion or dizziness.
I can't seem to take the edge of
Struggling to cope with intense emotions or difficulties.
But the second thoughts are better
Weighing the value of second thoughts over initial ones.
To depend on than the first ones
Suggesting a preference for cautious and considered thoughts over impulsive ones.
I cry or do I only pretend?
Expressing uncertainty about genuine emotions or the act of pretending.
I don't even know, I'm really getting woozy
Feeling disoriented and unsure, possibly intoxicated, with a sense of confusion.
But it's useless to play stupid
Acknowledging the futility of pretending ignorance or innocence.
And I understand
Understanding a situation or oneself better, possibly after facing challenges.
I know I will be just fine again, but when?
Reiteration of the expectation of future well-being with persisting uncertainty.
I know I will be just fine again, when?
Continued uncertainty about the timing of the expected recovery.
And I know that I feel lonely
Reaffirmation of the sense of loneliness when in one's own company.
When I got myself around
Reflecting on self-awareness and emotions when alone.
Will my friends still give me comfort?
Questioning the consistency of comfort from friends during challenging times.
When I let myself take a trip down the stairs tonight
Anticipating a self-destructive or challenging experience, possibly descending metaphorically.
take a trip down the stairs tonight
Repetition of the anticipation of a challenging or self-destructive experience.
I know I will be just fine again, but when?
Reiteration of the expectation of future well-being with lingering uncertainty.
But when?
A final expression of uncertainty regarding the timing of expected recovery.
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