hold my phone
Navigating Chaos: Justice Cow's Reflection on Inner Turmoil
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I'm out of my range I'm out of my waistband
Feeling out of my comfort zone, perhaps overwhelmed or beyond my usual boundaries.
I'm holding my brain and salting with the other hand
Mentally strained, using one hand for holding my brain metaphorically, while the other is engaged in an activity (salting).
Like a slug in the sand inside out with swiss cheese licorice and pickles
Feeling vulnerable and exposed, like a slug in the sand, with a mix of emotions symbolized by swiss cheese, licorice, and pickles.
I'm scared to be sane I flail in the quicksand
Expressing fear of losing sanity, struggling in difficult circumstances like quicksand.
Direct all my blame at loved ones and colleagues who cares
Redirecting blame to loved ones and colleagues, possibly as a coping mechanism.
I'm a little off sometimes I'm a shitshow constantly
Acknowledging personal flaws and constant struggles, embracing imperfections.
Hold my phone as I scour this brain alone
Asking for support or understanding while dealing with inner turmoil, possibly through phone communication.
I'll come back with answers
Promising to return with solutions or insights after introspection.
The gems were in me already
Realizing that valuable qualities or insights were already within oneself.
Scared to be heard I'm scared to get noticed
Fearful of expressing oneself or being noticed, possibly due to past experiences.
Although I've been groomed since the womb
Reflecting on a lifetime of influence and shaping, possibly by societal norms or expectations.
I'm shaking in my boots I don't wanna get booed
Feeling anxious or insecure, not wanting negative reactions or criticism.
A woman is polite and pleasant and broken
Describing societal expectations of women to be polite and pleasant, despite being broken inside.
I'm out of my way I'm lucky or brain dead
Feeling lost or disoriented, unsure of the direction or purpose.
Oh what can I say when everything's going to plan
Expressing a sense of control or success when everything is going according to plan.
When's it gonna get bad holding my breath so the mold spores don't get in
Fearful anticipation of a negative turn, taking precautions to avoid potential harm.
Hold my phone as I scour this brain alone
Reiterating the need for support while navigating inner thoughts, possibly through phone communication.
I'll come back with answers
Committing to returning with solutions or insights after introspection.
The gems were in me already
Reaffirming the existence of valuable qualities or insights within oneself.
Hold my phone as I scour this brain alone
Repeating the request for support while dealing with internal struggles through phone communication.
I'll come back with all of it sorted
Promising to return with a fully sorted situation or understanding.
You don't have to worry anymore anymore
Assuring others that there's no need to worry anymore, possibly indicating resolution or acceptance.
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