Go Away
Navigating Heartbreak: Justin Knuth's Emotional Journey in 'Go Away'
Lyrics
I didn’t mean freak out, I freaked out
I unintentionally caused a panic; I was overwhelmed
Yeah I been feeling weak now, for weeks now
Feeling emotionally vulnerable for an extended period
She done told me I should leave now, don’t leave out
She advised me to leave, but not to actually go away
That you said you didn’t want me to go away
You expressed a desire for me to stay, contradicting earlier advice
I didn’t mean freak out, I freaked out
Repetition of the previous lines to emphasize the emotional turmoil
Yeah I been feeling weak now, for weeks now
-She done told me I should leave now, don’t leave out
-That you said you didn’t want me to go away
-I didn’t mean freak out, I freaked out
-Yeah I been feeling weak now, for weeks now
-She done told me I should leave now, don’t leave out
-That you said you didn’t want me to go away
-I’m tryna do my best I’m feeling stressed out
Struggling to give my best amid stress
Momma mad because I messed up, it’s a mess now
Mom is upset due to my mistakes, causing a chaotic situation
Shawty said we shouldn’t talk much but she texts now
Advice to limit communication, but she still reaches out
Nothings ever on my terms and it’s dragging me down
Feeling a lack of control in life, causing distress
I never find the words that mean what I’m trying to say
Difficulty expressing myself accurately
Im mean and I’m violent they claim
Admitting negative traits (being mean and violent)
Believe me I’m tryna change
Expressing a sincere desire to change
Don’t see it but trying the same
Unnoticed efforts to change
Got feelings for, I shouldn’t say
Feelings for someone that shouldn't be revealed
It’s eating me time and again
Internal struggle and emotional pain recurring
She need me then not in the same day
Inconsistency in being needed by someone
It’s not the right time
Reflection on the confusion and uncertainty in life
When the time’s right
-I ain’t ever in my right mind
-When my mind writes
-Tryna find a way to like life
-What’s that life like
-I don’t ever really know what I’m trying to say
-I didn’t mean freak out, I freaked out
Reiteration of the emotional turmoil and conflicting emotions
Yeah I been feeling weak now, for weeks now
-She done told me I should leave now, don’t leave out
-That you said you didn’t want me to go away
-I didn’t mean freak out, I freaked out
-Yeah I been feeling weak now, for weeks now
-She done told me I should leave now, don’t leave out
-That you said you didn’t want me to go away
-I didn’t mean freak out, I freaked out
Continued expression of inner conflict and confusion
Yeah I been feeling weak now, for weeks now
-She done told me I should leave now, don’t leave out
-That you said you didn’t want me to go away
-I’m talking round in circles it’s honestly all the same thing
Feeling stuck in a repetitive cycle, struggling to communicate
I wonder if I’m wasting my energy, everything’s changed
-Call up all my friends and my family, but I can’t say
-The things I wanna say
-Cause I’m scared of just losing everything
-I swear I wanna change though
-Focus on my aim, go and
-Take us where we can’t go
-screaming at my fam
-And They won’t listen what I’m saying though
Frustration with a lack of understanding from family
I could hit Atlanta, masquerading through and cannonball
Contemplating escaping to a place of personal evolution
Escape to where can’t evolve
-It’s not the right time
Reflecting on the ongoing struggle to understand life
When the time’s right
-I ain’t ever in my right mind
-When my mind writes
-Tryna find a way to like life
-What’s that life like
-I don’t ever really know what I’m trying to say
-I didn’t mean freak out, I freaked out
Repetition of the emotional conflict and desire for understanding
Yeah I been feeling weak now, for weeks now
-She done told me I should leave now, don’t leave out
-That you said you didn’t want me to go away
-It’s not the right time
-When the time’s right
-I ain’t ever in my right mind
-When my mind writes
-Tryna find a way to like life
-What’s that life like
-I don’t ever really know what I’m trying to say
-I didn’t mean freak out, I freaked out
-Yeah I been feeling weak now, for weeks now
-She done told me I should leave now, don’t leave out
-That you said you didn’t want me to go away
-I didn’t mean freak out, I freaked out
Final repetition emphasizing the conflicting desire to stay
Yeah I been feeling weak now, for weeks now
-She done told me I should leave now, don’t leave out
-That you said you didn’t want me to go away
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