Lyrics
You are my one and only
You hold a special place as my unique and significant person.
Made you cry, don't be lonely
I caused you sadness, but I don't want you to feel isolated or abandoned.
One more time, please just hold me
Requesting affection and reassurance, asking for emotional support.
I won't lie, please don't scold me
Promise not to deceive; a plea to avoid criticism or reprimand.
You are my granddad's jacket
You symbolize a connection to my family's history and memories.
You are all I have left and
You are everything I have left in terms of emotional significance.
I will try to keep the racket down
Expressing a commitment to reduce disturbance or chaos.
Down, down, down
Repeated emphasis on calming down or lowering intensity.
Have you felt so suddenly sullen?
Describing a sudden and deep emotional downturn.
Like the walls are closing in, but they ever so loving
Feeling confined, yet there's a sense of love in the suffocating situation.
Slowly press against your skin till' it feels like you're hugging
Pressure and challenges metaphorically described as a close embrace.
You acquiescently shrugging, bet you forget that they crushing you
Suggesting resignation to difficulties, perhaps underestimating their impact.
And now I watch the moon spin in the sky
Observing the moon's cycles, possibly symbolizing passing time.
Reminisce till' I'm alive, pushing the pills in till I can feel some light
Reflecting on memories while seeking relief through medication.
And the days are moving like throwing knives, counterfeit prised
Days passing quickly and harshly, with challenges compared to thrown knives.
Faking fucking happiness till' I feel like I'm alright
Faking happiness as a coping mechanism until it feels genuine.
And I must be the best actor in the world cos'
Claiming to be a skilled actor, hiding personal pain from others.
Nobody is asking me whether I am hurting
Expressing the loneliness of not being asked about one's emotional state.
Maybe it's my trademark, better close my own curtain
Suggesting a possible defense mechanism by closing oneself off.
Or maybe it's cos' of all the stupid shit I'm always blurting (yeah)
Attributing potential loneliness to impulsive and thoughtless behavior.
I don't think when I speak
Admitting a lack of forethought before speaking, unintentionally causing harm.
I don't mean to offend, I'm just not that sleek
Clarifying that offense is not intended, emphasizing a lack of smoothness.
I'm awfully awkward, so awful and bleak
Describing oneself as socially clumsy and profoundly dreary.
Don't mind me, I'm falling, been falling for weeks
Acknowledging a state of falling, possibly emotionally or mentally.
You are my one and only
Reiterating the special significance of someone as the one and only.
Make you cry, don't be lonely
Reflecting on causing emotional pain and offering comfort.
One more time, please just hold me
Seeking reassurance and emotional closeness once more.
I won't lie, please don't scold me
Pledging honesty and requesting understanding without reproach.
You are my granddad's jacket
Reiterating a familial connection through a tangible item.
You are all I have left and
Emphasizing the significance of the person as the last meaningful connection.
I will try to keep the racket down
Promising an effort to minimize disturbance and maintain calmness.
Down, down, down
Repeated emphasis on reducing noise or chaos.
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