I Don't Care If I Die
Eternal Struggle: Wott?KNiGHT's Raw Reflections on Life and Pain
Lyrics
I don't care if I die,
I am indifferent to the prospect of my own death.
I don't care if I O.D.
I am indifferent to the possibility of overdosing.
Put me in the sky,
Place me in the sky.
Needing more than just some codeine
I require more than just codeine, indicating a need for stronger substances.
Cocaine to the brain, marijuana for the pain,
Cocaine affects my brain, and marijuana helps alleviate pain.
Think I might have gone insane, real and fake just feels the same.
Feeling a blurred distinction between what is real and fake, expressing a sense of confusion.
It's real, how I feel, and the fake, starts to take, everything way, like a bullet to the brain, if I stay, I'm awake, if I'm gone I can't break, if I'm torn, I get baked, which is every single day, I'm so sure at my wake, they won't mourn, I'm not great, just a pawn, in this play, so be warned, when I say, I don't care about a grave, I've been dealin with this pain, since about the age of eight, I've been boxed inside a cage, I've locked inside this maze, I've been plottin out my fate, either make it or be late, gotta take it or it's gates.
Describes the harsh reality of life, the impact of fake experiences, and a constant struggle with pain.
I don't care if I die,
Reiterating the indifference towards one's own death.
I don't care if I O.D.
Reiterating the indifference towards the possibility of overdosing.
Put me in the sky,
Repeating the desire to be placed in the sky.
Needing more than just some codeine
Expressing a need for more than just codeine, suggesting a deeper yearning.
Cocaine to the brain, marijuana for the pain,
Reiterating the impact of cocaine on the brain and the pain-relieving effects of marijuana.
Think I might have gone insane, real and fake just feels the same.
Reiterating the blurred line between reality and illusion, possibly due to mental struggles.
Up in heaven or in hell, either way imma gunna kill, all my brethren I'm for real, imma get it, get that deal, with the devil or label, all the same, it's on the table, on the level, I'm not able,
Expressing a willingness to pursue success, even if it involves dealing with the devil or a record label.
To function like a normal man, got dysfunctions, that's why, I got abnormal plans, but I'm hungry, that's why I skip ya dinner plans, don't be angry, just hopin that you understand, I'm still chokin, I'll never be a under grad, I've awoken a beast, it's on the pen n pad, I've gotta focus at least, or else I'll end dead, all this smokin releases me from my wicked head, and the music is peace, it's like a therapist.
Describing personal challenges, dysfunctions, abnormal plans, and a strong desire for success in the music industry.
I don't care if I die,
Repeating the indifference towards one's own death.
I don't care if I O.D.
Repeating the indifference towards the possibility of overdosing.
Put me in the sky,
Repeating the desire to be placed in the sky.
Needing more than just some codeine
Reiterating the need for more than just codeine, suggesting a deeper yearning.
Cocaine to the brain, marijuana for the pain,
Reiterating the impact of cocaine on the brain and the pain-relieving effects of marijuana.
Think I might have gone insane, real and fake just feels the same.
Reiterating the blurred line between reality and illusion, suggesting ongoing struggles.
I don't care if I die (repeat)
Repeating the indifference towards one's own death.
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