Lyrics
Do you think you know yourself enough to go get help
Questioning self-awareness and the need for help.
Patching holes with alcohol still can't fill the well
Using alcohol to cope but realizing it doesn't solve deeper issues.
Lately Ive been feeling like I already killed myself
Expressing a sense of despair and inner turmoil.
Do you think it matters what I do to my health
Questioning the significance of personal choices on health.
Ive been tryna find the change cause its just not feelin right
Seeking change as current circumstances feel unsatisfactory.
Break a mirror on the ground to change up the next 7 years of my life
Symbolic act of breaking a mirror to alter future destiny.
Is there more, is this it world seems so small crush, it in my palm roll it in a spliff
Contemplating the limitations of life and its meaning.
Tryna find the buzz in drugs cause I can't find the buzz in rl to make this life seem lit
Searching for excitement and fulfillment, exploring the use of drugs.
Reach for the sun see your wings melt off
Metaphorically reaching for greatness but facing consequences.
Fall to the sea then you are swallowed
Consequence of daring actions, symbolized by falling into the sea.
I know u warned you once before
Acknowledging a warning given but choosing to explore.
But I wanted to go up and explore
Expressing a desire for exploration despite caution.
Now I am drowning
Metaphorically drowning, facing the repercussions of choices.
Living in stories
Living within the narratives created by one's actions.
Its a myth ya I know but the message still stays the same
Recognizing the mythic nature of life but emphasizing a consistent message.
Bout how youve been warned but you didnt listen so no one has to hear you pray
Highlighting the consequence of not heeding warnings and facing isolation.
I hear your part
Acknowledging another's perspective or side of the story.
cnd I understand
Understanding the situation but not changing the outcome.
It doesnt change the poker hand
Recognizing the unpredictability of life represented by a poker hand.
Its all about just where you land
Emphasizing the importance of where one ends up in life.
Strong oh the best they call me there hero
Boasting about strength and being called a hero.
Sent on the run by my dear father
Revealing a journey initiated by a father figure.
He gave me all the tests but I past
Successfully overcoming challenges, passing tests.
Even the Hydra knew he couldn't last
Even powerful challenges, like the Hydra, eventually succumb.
But then love it killed me now I am poisened
Love becomes a source of pain and poison.
Walking Zombie I hope you care
Describing a state of numbness or detachment, seeking care.
Cause you have such a smile even though your quite wild I can still call you all my bestfreinds
Appreciating the resilience and wildness of friends with a smile.
Im in stories i learned the truth
Reflecting on personal experiences and gaining wisdom.
Cause its not so easy to put it in good or bad but you learn from the pain oh that is true
Learning from pain, emphasizing the complexity of categorizing experiences.
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