Lyrics
Wasting feeling breeding inside me
Feelings of despair and defeat are growing within the speaker.
A shadow of something crawling behind me
A metaphorical presence or problem is persistently following the speaker.
And Im pretending theres nothing in there
The speaker is pretending to ignore or deny the issue.
But hearing those whispers makes me to believe
Whispers the speaker hears are convincing them of the reality of their problems.
Here, I lay in my bed tasting bitter sweet
The speaker lies in bed, experiencing a mix of bitterness and sweetness.
Smell, in my breathe reminding smell of death
A reminder of death in the breath of the speaker.
Dreams, in my head slowly fade away
Dreams are fading away, possibly indicating a loss of hope.
The end is nearby me and I want it to be
The speaker senses that the end is approaching and wishes for it.
The king, inside my head seducing me to betray
A metaphorical "king" in the speaker's mind is tempting them to betray.
You, the only one making myself me
The listener plays a crucial role in defining the speaker's identity.
The loss, in my life great it will be
A significant loss in the speaker's life is anticipated.
The game is taking me and the prize is defeat
The speaker feels controlled by a game, and the outcome is inevitable defeat.
Defeat
Repetition of the word "Defeat," emphasizing the central theme.
Inevitable, my destiny
Defeat is portrayed as an unavoidable destiny for the speaker.
Best friend I've ever met
Defeat is characterized as the speaker's best friend, suggesting a close and constant presence.
Hands stretching up to reach the sky
Metaphorical hands reaching for the sky, possibly symbolizing unreachable aspirations.
Grobing for a life-hold a place to stay
The speaker is searching for stability and a place to belong.
Fingers are slipping and Im falling down
The speaker is losing their grip and descending into a world of sadness.
Into the world I know the world of sadness
A familiar world filled with sorrow that the speaker recognizes.
Room, in my heart empty as a well
A metaphor for the speaker's heart being empty and devoid of emotions.
Still waiting for the victory to take
The speaker is still waiting for a victorious moment that may never come.
In vain, I've lost this game before I've even born
The speaker feels they have already lost the game of life before even being born.
Defeat, my destiny all I ever get
Reiteration of defeat as the inevitable destiny for the speaker.
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