Lyrics
Ima live it up for all the days I was gone
Expressing a determination to enjoy life for the time that was spent away.
Ima run it up just to prove them all wrong
Intending to achieve success to prove doubters wrong.
Always Dazing in class I was unfocused
Reflecting on being unfocused and daydreaming during classes.
Teacher yelling at me saying that I should focus
Recalling a teacher reprimanding for lack of focus.
Everyones a clone while im on my own shit
Feeling different from others who seem to conform.
Im feeling so lonely can anyone notice
Experiencing loneliness and wondering if anyone notices.
I took these pills to hide my emotions
Using pills to hide emotions.
I took those pills and I started eroding
Resulting deterioration due to the use of pills.
I needed something to put me in motion
Seeking something to motivate or move forward.
I found a passion it gave me a purpose
Discovering a passion that brings a sense of direction and meaning.
Tides get so rough it feels like I' m surfing
Metaphorically feeling overwhelmed like surfing in rough tides.
My heart got so broken I needed a surgeon
Experiencing intense emotional pain needing metaphorical 'surgery.'
hit a dead end so I started turning
Reaching a dead end and making a turn or change.
I should have assumed that you wouldn't be worth it
Realizing someone or something wasn’t worth the effort.
She say she love me but don't know the meaning
Questioning the sincerity of someone's love.
Right when I wake up im fighting deamons
Starting the day with internal struggles or conflicts.
had to find me a reason Just to keep breathing
Struggling to find a reason to keep going.
Now that im wining they think that I cheated
People suspecting cheating due to success.
But maybe I did cus I got the code
Speculating whether achieving success involved breaking rules or not.
No one gave it to me tho
Asserting independence in finding one's path.
had to think on my own
Having to rely on personal thinking rather than guidance.
I been on the road
Traveling or being on a journey.
Tryna stay me alone
Trying to remain true to oneself in solitude.
For my own sake
Reflecting on personal well-being and identity.
I'm tryna re think my role
Reevaluating one's purpose or role in life.
Everyone's in a cycle
Observing people stuck in repetitive patterns.
They think that I'm physco
Being perceived as crazy for being different.
The way that I'm talking
Communicating in a way that challenges societal norms.
Your lives are recycled
Implying that others live predictable lives.
But
Transitioning to a new point in the narrative or thought.
I mean it I mean it why can't no one see it
Expressing frustration that others can't understand.
I ate so many shrooms that i figured out the secrets
Having introspective experiences, possibly drug-induced, leading to revelations.
All of us have meanings just find your key and keep it
Encouraging everyone to find personal meaning and hold onto it.
I got higher then the ceiling just to figure out my reason
Seeking enlightenment or understanding by expanding perceptions.
I can't tell you the all the answers I'm still learning as I'm teaching
Admitting to not knowing everything and still learning.
But if Jesus was on earth would he share all of his secrets
Philosophically questioning whether important figures would share their knowledge.
I been under the stars
Contemplating life and existence under the stars.
Thinking an staring out far
Engaged in deep thought while looking into the distance.
Before I fade off to dark
Considering an impending departure or change.
Im tryna leave me a mark
Striving to make a lasting impact or legacy.
So ima go in like no body did
Determined to pursue goals in an unprecedented manner.
I'm aiming towards Kanye and all of those kings
Aspiring to emulate influential and successful figures.
Like I'm yak Kodak black I put soul in this shit
Comparing oneself to artists known for putting depth into their work.
Run it back until I make it got a goal in this bitch
Continuing to strive until achieving a set objective.
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