Lyrics
Woken up too early and I'm staring at a wall
Feeling awake too early, stuck in a stagnant situation
Am I just going to stand here and just stall
Questioning whether to continue in this state of inaction
Living a life with no motivation
Living without any drive or ambition
Without reason or dedication
Without purpose or commitment
Been awake for hours and losing patience
Frustration due to being awake for a long time
Being stuck in a dark cold basement
Metaphorically feeling trapped in a bleak situation
I won't cry a river because I'll be damned
Determined not to excessively express emotion despite hardships
That life is just a trick
Implying life's deceptive nature
This blood stench is riveting
An intriguing and captivating scent of blood
Too much so that it grows upon me
Feeling increasingly drawn to the captivating scent
I've became addicted to the sensation
Becoming addicted to the sensation without understanding it
With no sense of comprehension
Lacking comprehension of the addiction
Feeling that I'm a lost cause
Feeling like a hopeless case
Nothing is coming in effect
No positive changes occurring
The fifth of May is already here
An unspecified date approaching
Holding onto my life with fear
Fearing for one's life
Nobody is here to stop my addiction
No one to intervene in the addiction
This is such a calming infliction
Oddly finding comfort in the addiction's effects
The feeling of being so grotesque
Feeling repulsively strange
Here I am with a knife at my kitchen desk
Depicting a scene with a knife, possibly indicating self-harm
This blood stench is riveting
Reiteration of the captivating blood scent
Too much so that it grows upon me
Increasingly drawn and affected by the scent
I've became addicted to the sensation
Being hooked on the sensation without understanding it
With no sense of comprehension
Continued lack of comprehension regarding the addiction
Even with the cleaned wound
Even after healing, the memory of the wound remains
It's still scarred into my mind
An unresolved situation still affecting the mind
My flower has still not bloomed
Symbolic representation of unfulfilled potential
Because it doesn't feel one of a kind
Feeling like an ordinary or unremarkable individual
This beautiful violent aroma
Describing a strangely beautiful but dangerous scent
Could end me up in a coma
Fearing the addiction could have severe consequences
My addiction is not okay
Realization of the harmful nature of the addiction
Today I stop the fifth of May
Deciding to stop the addictive behavior
This blood stench is riveting
Reiteration of the captivating blood scent
Too much so that it grows upon me
Increasingly being influenced by the addictive scent
I've became addicted to the sensation
Being hooked on the sensation without understanding it
With no sense of comprehension
Continued lack of comprehension regarding the addiction
No sense of comprehension!
Emphasizing the complete lack of understanding
No sense of comprehension!
Reiteration of the absence of comprehension
No sense of comprehension!
Continued emphasis on the lack of understanding
No sense of comprehension!
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