Lyrics
My fantasies don't seize what it means to be a man
Expressing confusion or dissatisfaction with conventional notions of manhood.
Still I've been wasting all my time
Acknowledging a history of time-wasting.
I wanna know the things that'll keep you up at night
Desire to understand the things that cause sleepless nights.
My bed of leaves is on your mind
Suggesting that the speaker is on someone's mind, possibly in a romantic context.
I'm tired of losing
Expressing fatigue from continuous losses.
I'm tired of choosing
Expressing weariness in making choices.
Between the cigarettes and you
Weighing the speaker's relationship against vices like cigarettes.
Heaven knows it's not alright
Acknowledging that things are not okay.
My trusted dreams
Referring to dreams as something trusted.
And broken knees
Suggesting vulnerability or hardship through broken knees.
Give another fucking medicine to me
Expressing a need for some form of relief or escape.
Gotta get my deathroll right
Expressing a desire for a controlled or planned end, possibly metaphorical.
Wrap me up another script for a pretty flower to change my mind
Seeking solace in medication or substances, possibly to alter perception.
Cause I ain't eating when I'm sick
Highlighting a lack of appetite during illness.
Step out the breeze to be alone on a blurry day
Choosing solitude on a challenging or unclear day.
I think I heard you say my name
Noticing someone saying the speaker's name.
(Name)
Repeating the significance of the speaker's name.
I'm tired of losing
Reiterating fatigue from continuous losses.
I'm tired of choosing
Reiterating weariness in making choices.
Between the cigarettes and you
Revisiting the conflict between the speaker's relationship and vices like cigarettes.
Heaven knows it's not alright
Reiterating acknowledgment that things are not okay.
My trusted dreams
Repeating the idea of dreams as something trusted.
And broken knees
Repeating vulnerability or hardship through broken knees.
Give another fucking medicine to me
Reiterating a plea for relief or escape.
Gotta get my deathroll right
Repeating the desire for a controlled or planned end.
I'm tired of losing
Reiterating fatigue from continuous losses.
I'm tired of choosing
Reiterating weariness in making choices.
Between the cigarettes and you
Revisiting the conflict between the speaker's relationship and vices like cigarettes.
Heaven knows it's not alright
Reiterating acknowledgment that things are not okay.
My trusted dreams
Repeating the idea of dreams as something trusted.
And broken knees
Repeating vulnerability or hardship through broken knees.
Give another fucking medicine to me
Reiterating a plea for relief or escape.
Gotta get my deathroll right
Repeating the desire for a controlled or planned end.
(Right)
Repeating the affirmation of needing to get the planned end right.
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