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Look, I've been traveling deep in my own mind, looking to find what defines thee
Searching deep within oneself to understand one's essence or identity
The enemy lurks by, thinking fast, procrastinate, you won't last
Awareness of the looming threat, advising against delaying action
Think about the cash and watch that go fast
Considering money and its transient nature
Finding meaning in my heart, cause my feelings won't go deep
Struggling to find profound significance due to emotional barriers
I aim for the stars, cause you know I can't get sleep
Pursuing ambitious goals, making sleep elusive
I'm putting in work, you know that's going week for week
Diligently working, maintaining consistency every week
That means I can't position myself around the weak
Avoiding association with those lacking determination
And I found myself quite alone and I'm going in song for song
Feeling isolated but channeling emotions into music creation
So I can't go wrong, making baby steps all along
Progressing in small steps, aiming not to err
And now it feels like incredible timing
Sensing opportune moments for success
I just want my wrist to have incredible diamonds
Desiring luxurious possessions
So I sit down in my room and I stare up at the ceiling
Reflecting in solitude, contemplating life's complexities
Sadness and the liquor makes for one hell of a feeling
Connecting sadness with alcohol, a potent emotional mix
Lately I've been feeling like my mind can't run the basics
Struggling with basic tasks due to mental strain
But life is really short so that means I have to face it
Realizing life's brevity and the necessity to confront challenges
So I get up, get up, get up, get up, get up, get up, get up
An urging repetition to rise and move forward despite difficulties
Yeah
-And away we go, yeah, and away we go
-So I get up, get up, get up, get up, get up, get up, get up
-Yeah
-And away we go, yeah, and away we go
-Almost every morning I just sit there and I think
Daily contemplation, possibly with a sense of melancholy
Depressive mentality make my passions wanna shrink
Mental struggles dampening enthusiasm for passions
So I think about the help that I should get
Recognizing the need for help and genuine love, not artificial
So I do admit, I've been feeling down
-And I'm looking for that mother wit
-That feeling of being loved
-But nothing counterfeit
-And a couple therapists later and I still feel like shit
Seeking therapy but facing internal inconsistency and doubts
But I'm told this is easy to get
-I guess positive reassurance to yourself is all that you need
-So I see when you wanna believe you shall achieve
-But my problem is being inconsistent to all my needs
-So my next thought is going from A to B
Slow progress likened to refueling, gradually rising above difficulties
Slowly making progress so I can see
-Gas tank filling up from the E and now it's deep
-Climbing to the surface like I'm driving a Jeep
-And now they say that I'm a little crazy
Admitting to feeling judged as 'crazy' but acknowledging therapy's positive impact
But just know that my new therapist helps me daily
-So I sit down in my room and I stare up at the ceiling
Reiteration of feelings and struggles from earlier verses
Sadness and the liquor makes for one hell of a feeling
-Lately I've been feeling like my mind can't run the basics
-But life is really short so that means I have to face it
-So I get up, get up, get up, get up, get up, get up, get up
Reaffirming the imperative nature of rising above challenges and moving forward
Yeah
-And away we go, yeah, and away we go
-So I get up, get up, get up, get up, get up, get up, get up
-Yeah
-And away we go, yeah, and away we go
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