Lyrics
Not gonna lie wish I was dead today
Expressing a desire for escape or relief from current struggles.
But hope tomorrow for a better day
Maintaining hope for a better future despite current challenges.
Been this way since like yesterday
Indicating a prolonged period of difficulties extending from yesterday.
In my head its time to renovate
Desire to make changes in one's mindset or life.
I just wanna elevate my mood
Seeking to improve emotional state.
Resonate with you
Desiring a connection or resonance with someone.
I been hyperventilating in my room
Experiencing intense emotions, possibly anxiety, in a confined space.
I just wanna generate my dreams
Aspiring to achieve one's dreams.
Accelerate my means
Wishing to speed up the process of achieving goals.
Penetrate the wrongs
Addressing and confronting mistakes or wrongs.
Exposing the schemes
Revealing hidden or dishonest plans.
Yea fuck the normalcy
Rejecting the idea of conforming to societal norms.
Life is boring i want more to see
Expressing a desire for a more exciting and fulfilling life.
I'm always treating life informally
Approaching life in a casual and carefree manner.
Don't take it serious, fuck money
Disregarding the importance of money in life.
Do what what makes you happy
Encouraging the pursuit of personal happiness.
No one's really gives a fuck if you ask me
Believing that others are indifferent to one's struggles.
Do what wanna makes you wanna live
Advocating for doing what brings joy and fulfillment.
What you makes you itch to get out of work and do it
Identifying activities that ignite passion and motivation.
So fucking do it
Emphasizing the importance of taking action.
Not gonna lie wish I was dead today
Reiterating the initial desire for escape or relief.
But hope tomorrow for a better day
Maintaining hope for a better future despite current challenges (repeated).
Been this way since like yesterday
Indicating a prolonged period of difficulties extending from yesterday (repeated).
In my head its time to renovate
Desire to make changes in one's mindset or life (repeated).
I just wanna elevate my mood
Seeking to improve emotional state (repeated).
Resonate with you
Desiring a connection or resonance with someone (repeated).
I been hyperventilating in my room
Experiencing intense emotions, possibly anxiety, in a confined space (repeated).
I just wanna generate my dreams
Aspiring to achieve one's dreams (repeated).
Accelerate my means
Wishing to speed up the process of achieving goals (repeated).
Penetrate the wrongs
Addressing and confronting mistakes or wrongs (repeated).
Exposing the schemes
Revealing hidden or dishonest plans (repeated).
Bloody knuckles to the wall ain't worth it
Rejecting the idea that physical harm is worth the emotional struggle.
Gotta fight the feelings that resurface
Fighting against resurfacing negative emotions.
Realizing I ain't perfect
Acknowledging personal imperfections.
I got demons, I been nervous
Confronting inner struggles and fears.
Smoking all that I can purchase
Using substances as a coping mechanism.
Heal the pain inside my head, I'm tryna purge it
Attempting to heal emotional pain and purge negative feelings.
Solo in my room, just tryna find my purpose
Solitude and introspection in the pursuit of finding purpose.
So I can gift it as my service
Seeking personal purpose to serve others.
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