Lyrics
I can't remember last time I did not want to die
The speaker frequently experiences a desire for death.
I can't remember the first time I actually felt alive
The speaker recalls the first time they truly felt alive.
Oh, I'm tired of waking up sad
The speaker expresses fatigue with consistently waking up in a sad state.
There's nothing cool about it
Emphasizes the lack of positive aspects in feeling sad.
I am trapped
The speaker feels trapped, possibly in a difficult situation or mindset.
I can't remember the last time I was an actual friend
The speaker struggles to recall the last time they were a true friend to someone.
I can't remember the first time I did not feel like a has-been
Reflects on a persistent feeling of being past one's prime or no longer relevant.
Oh, I'm tired of waking up sad
Reiterates the weariness of waking up in a sad state.
There's nothing cool about it
Highlights the lack of positive attributes in feeling sad.
I am trapped in bed
The speaker feels physically and emotionally confined, possibly in bed.
I can't remember the last time I accomplished anything worthwhile
The speaker struggles to recall the last time they achieved something meaningful.
I can't remember the first time I woke up with a smile
The speaker recalls the first time they woke up with genuine happiness.
Oh, I'm tired of waking up sad
Expresses the weariness of consistently waking up in a sad state.
There's nothing cool about it
Reiterates the lack of positive aspects in feeling sad.
I am trapped in bed
The speaker feels trapped in bed, possibly symbolizing a struggle with inertia or depression.
I am trapped in my head
The speaker feels mentally confined or overwhelmed.
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