Lyrics
My stomach turns and starts to ache
Expressing physical discomfort and distress, possibly related to emotional turmoil.
My body burns
Describing intense bodily sensations, suggesting inner turmoil or pain.
My hands...they start to shake
Physical symptoms of anxiety manifesting through shaky hands.
I'm slipping deeper into someone that I hate
Descending into a negative self-image, becoming someone disliked or hated.
This is my fate
Acceptance of a predetermined destiny or outcome, possibly negative.
I won't grow old and grey
Rejecting the idea of growing old, expressing a desire for escape or relief.
Take this all away
Plea to be freed from the current situation or emotional state.
Somebody take this away
Request for intervention or assistance in alleviating the distressing feelings.
This anxiety controls me
Acknowledging the dominance of anxiety and its impact on behavior.
And I need clarity
Expressing a need for understanding or mental clarity to overcome the challenges.
And I'm burdened by regrets
Weighed down by remorse or guilt, carrying a heavy emotional burden.
This heavyweight I hold in my chest
Describing the emotional weight held within the chest, possibly symbolizing guilt or regret.
(Has got me wishing for an early death)
Expressing a desire for relief, even contemplating an early end to suffering.
And I'm slipping deeper into a shell
Further withdrawal into a protective emotional shell, seeking safety.
When will I be well?
Questioning when healing or improvement will occur.
Somebody take this away
Reiteration of the plea for someone to intervene and alleviate the anxiety.
This anxiety controls me
Reaffirmation of the control anxiety has over the individual's life.
And I need clarity
Repeating the need for clarity as a solution to the internal struggles.
I need to find a way to cope with pain
Expressing a desire to find healthy ways to manage emotional pain.
Rid myself of all this shame
Desire to eliminate feelings of shame and achieve mental relief.
Finally relieve my brain and start to feel normal...again.
Seeking a return to a sense of normalcy and emotional balance.
Because I can't take the demons in my head
Struggling with internal conflicts or negative thoughts, potentially related to mental health.
I feel like I'm destined for an early death....I'm a wreck
Expressing a feeling of being broken or damaged, anticipating a premature end to life.
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