I'm Not Alright
Battling Inner Demons: Steve-O Creep's Raw Reflections
Lyrics
Feelin the process with every fiber of healin
Expressing awareness and connection with the healing process on a deep level.
Painful and shameful
Describing the healing process as both painful and shameful.
Nigga you
Addressing someone directly with a colloquial term, indicating familiarity or intensity.
Know what the deal is
Acknowledging understanding of a situation or circumstance.
I dream about leavin
Expressing a desire to escape or leave.
My fuckin
Referring to a personal possession or situation in a strong manner.
Brains on the ceilin
Imagining a scenario where one's thoughts or emotions are scattered or displayed prominently.
You know how this
Referencing a familiar pattern or sequence of events.
Story goes
Indicating a recognition of the narrative or situation.
The ending is so cold
Commenting on the harsh or indifferent conclusion of a story.
Travel through the unknown
Expressing the experience of navigating through the unknown or uncertain.
I hope
Expressing a sense of hope or anticipation.
You're waiting at the end
Expressing a desire for someone to be present at the end of the journey.
For me
Expressing a need for companionship.
Keepin me company
Highlighting the importance of having someone to accompany through challenges.
In too deep with pills again
Admitting involvement in a risky behavior, possibly drug use.
Chase it down with tons of Hen
Describing a coping mechanism involving substance use, specifically alcohol.
Substance is my only friend
Acknowledging reliance on substances as a form of companionship.
It ushers me into the end
Suggesting that substance use is guiding or leading towards an inevitable end.
I'm only here until I
Expressing a transient existence until finding a solution to personal struggles.
Find a way to kill my woes
Acknowledging the search for a way to overcome personal difficulties.
I never knew that livin life Would bring me death
Reflecting on the unexpected challenges and risks of life leading to potential harm.
That motha fucka close
Indicating proximity or familiarity with a threatening situation or individual.
Feelin so exposed
Feeling vulnerable or exposed in a given situation.
Comatose
Describing a state of unconsciousness or deep sleep, possibly metaphorical.
Been a couple years since Overdose
Referencing a past experience of a drug overdose.
But I
Expressing a longing or nostalgia for the uncertainty of the past.
Miss the uncertainty
Admitting a desire for self-destructive tendencies or actions.
I was made to murder me
Acknowledging a sense of internal conflict and self-destructive tendencies.
I don't wanna be here
Expressing a desire to escape or not be present in the current situation.
Prying thoughts hold onto me
Describing intrusive or persistent thoughts that are difficult to let go of.
You wanted fuckin honesty
Referencing a past request for honesty from someone.
I'm not alright
Affirming a state of not being okay or mentally well.
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