Alanis Morissette is God
Navigating the Abyss: The Skitzoids' Struggle with Inner Demons
Lyrics
No motivation my mind is weak
Feeling lacking in drive or ambition, experiencing mental weakness
The days are blending seamlessly
Days passing without distinction, blending together
Am I awake or am I dreaming?
Uncertainty about whether one is in a state of wakefulness or dreaming, feeling disconnected from reality
I can't find joy In the things I loved
Unable to derive pleasure from previously enjoyable activities
I feel pressured to be like everyone
Feeling pressured to conform to societal expectations, losing individuality
I'm going numb
Experiencing emotional numbness, feeling detached or desensitized
I'm going numb
Reiteration of emotional numbness, emphasizing its persistence
When will I be myself again?
Longing to rediscover one's true self, questioning when that authenticity will return
I'm pushing away everyone close to me
Pushing away or distancing oneself from close relationships or connections
I've felt nothing but anxiety
Consistent experience of anxiety, devoid of other emotions
I can't stand the reality
Discomfort or aversion towards the present reality
That I'm losing my sanity
Fear or realization of losing mental stability or rationality
I've lost touch with everything
Feeling disconnected from or unable to relate to everything around
I can't escape this feeling
Unable to escape a pervasive negative feeling or emotional state
I have to accept I'm fucking worthless
A deep-seated belief or acceptance of personal worthlessness
Is this my punishment
Questioning whether current suffering is a form of self-punishment
A monument to all my failures
Feeling burdened by and surrounded by one's past mistakes or shortcomings
Hanging over me
A metaphorical weight hanging over, causing distress or limitation
I want it to end
Desire for an end to the suffering or the situation
What's left to be said
Questioning whether there's anything meaningful left to express or convey
I'm better off dead
Expressing a belief that death might be a preferable alternative
It's an endless cycle I can't break
Feeling trapped in a repetitive cycle of negativity or destructive behavior
Destroying everything that's left in me
Causing harm or damage to what remains of one's self
Lifeless
Emotionally or spiritually drained, lacking vitality
Hopeless
Lacking hope or optimism for the future
Spineless
Feeling weak or lacking courage and determination
Worthless
Deeply internalized belief in one's lack of value or worth
Waste of life
Perception of one's life as being wasted or without purpose
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