Lyrics
I'm feeling it again
I'm experiencing the emotion or situation again.
Its like a hole where my heart is supposed to me
There's a void in my chest where my heart should be.
And its connected to the ghost in my head
This emptiness is linked to the haunting thoughts in my mind.
That says you're better off dead
These thoughts suggest that it might be better for me to be dead.
Then he said
Continuation of the thoughts.
"What are you trying to prove"
Asking a rhetorical question, questioning the purpose or intention.
I'm fucking drowning
Expressing a deep sense of struggling and despair.
Please show me something to live for
Plea for something meaningful to live for.
I'm fucking drowning
Reiteration of the drowning feeling.
I'm fucking drowning
-I'm fucking drowning
-I'm in over my head now
Feeling overwhelmed and out of my depth.
Trying to find some peace
Attempting to find tranquility or resolution.
Searching but can't seem
Struggling to find what I'm searching for.
Can't seem to find
-Some days are harder than others
Acknowledging that some days are more challenging than others.
Some days I love my life
On certain days, I appreciate and love my life.
Some days I'd rather die
On other days, the thought of death is more appealing.
Some days I wonder why
Questioning the purpose and meaning of existence.
Why am I like this?
Reflecting on personal flaws or struggles.
There's so much on my mind
Feeling overwhelmed with thoughts.
And I'm really trying
Making an effort to cope and manage the situation.
Tryna' hold my head up high
Striving to maintain a positive outlook.
Even though feels like
Despite appearances, internally, I feel like I'm deteriorating.
I'm dying inside
An internal struggle, a sense of inner decay.
Can't give up now
Determination not to give up despite the challenges.
There's just too much that I
Awareness of unexplored aspects of life.
Haven't see yet
Expressing a desire not to leave life with regrets.
I don't want to leave with regrets
Continuation of the desire to avoid regrets.
I'm feeling it again
Repetition of earlier thoughts and questions.
Its like a hole where my heart is supposed to me
-And its connected to the ghost in my head
-That says you're better off dead
-Then he said
-"What are you trying to prove"
-I'm fucking drowning
Reiteration of the drowning feeling.
Please show me something to live for
Plea for something meaningful to live for (similar to line 9).
I'm fucking drowning
Reiteration of the drowning feeling.
I'm fucking drowning
-I'm fucking drowning
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