Event Horizon
Eternal Struggle: Ghost Wish's Haunting Journey
Lyrics
All I feel is the walls containing me
Feeling confined by walls, experiencing a sense of limitation.
So restless I can never sleep
Restlessness preventing peaceful sleep.
My thoughts are always racing
Constantly racing thoughts, seeking security.
To find a sense of security
Desire to find a stable and secure foundation.
I know I can't continue to endure
Acknowledging the inability to endure ongoing suffering.
This lifelong suffering
Expressing enduring suffering throughout life.
Please end this misery now
Requesting an end to the current state of misery.
They always said time
Critical view of the conventional wisdom that time heals.
Was the healer
Rejecting the idea that time is a universal healer.
I say they lied
Assertion that the belief in time as a healer is false.
Through their teeth
Accusing others of deceit and falsehood.
Sold my life away
Regret over sacrificing life for temporary relief.
Just to numb the pain
Using substances to numb emotional pain.
I can't turn away
Feeling compelled to face a difficult reality.
Lost for eternity
Sensation of being lost and without direction.
Drowning in disdain
Being overwhelmed by intense dislike or scorn.
Can I start again
Questioning the possibility of starting anew.
When I can't contain my own head
Struggling to control one's thoughts and emotions.
And I know that I should be grateful
Awareness of the need for gratitude despite challenges.
For all the things that I have
Recognizing material possessions but feeling unfulfilled.
But I always know that the mind
Acknowledging the distracting power of the mind.
Has the power to distract
Understanding the mind's capacity to divert attention.
It's drowning me
Feeling overwhelmed by negative emotions.
In negative energy
Being consumed by negative energy.
The pressure that I carry
Experiencing the weight of persistent pressure.
Forever consumes me
The constant pressure leading to self-consumption.
How will I ever find my way
Pondering the difficulty of finding a path in a broken world.
When the world is broken just like me
Comparing personal brokenness to the broken world.
Concealed from what means the most to me
Being isolated from what holds significant value.
I know I've always felt alone
Long-standing feelings of loneliness.
Sold my life away
Regret over sacrificing life for temporary relief (repeated).
Just to numb the pain
Using substances to numb emotional pain (repeated).
I can't turn away
Feeling compelled to face a difficult reality (repeated).
Lost for eternity
Sensation of being lost and without direction (repeated).
Drowning in disdain
Being overwhelmed by intense dislike or scorn (repeated).
Can I start again
Questioning the possibility of starting anew (repeated).
When I can't contain my own head
Struggling to control one's thoughts and emotions (repeated).
After all the years that I've spent
Reflecting on the years spent in an attempt to build a life.
Trying to build a life
Realization that the effort to build a life was in vain.
I now realise
Acknowledging the purposelessness of existence.
I was born for nothing
Understanding a sense of being born with no meaningful purpose.
Born for nothing
Reiteration of the feeling of being born with no purpose.
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