Lyrics
Yeah I used to not like me, some things never change
Reflects on a past dislike for oneself which remains unchanged.
Heart cold likely, ye , my illness is all the rage
Expresses a cold-hearted nature, suggesting a popular or trending illness.
Ye, 2023 still me I'm stasis, singing melodies I'm free and wasted
Identifies continuity in being oneself despite the passing of time, finding freedom in singing but wasted (possibly intoxicated).
Climbing up a tree, I fell I face it
Metaphorically climbing to better oneself but facing setbacks and accepting them.
Don't love what you got replace it
Encourages replacing what's unloved instead of cherishing it.
Ye, Dream about ascension, I don't pay attention
Daydreams about improvement but lacks focus on making it reality.
Music in my ears, so I'll never hear a lesson
Intensely engaged in music, avoiding life lessons.
Nobody I'm less than, nobody I'm less than
Asserts being equal to no one, neither inferior nor superior.
Think out of the box see the crevice put the crest in
Encourages unconventional thinking, placing emphasis on achievement despite challenges.
I'm like cloud rap, drain, life sucks and she's more sports, country, and stuff
Compares oneself to a music genre (cloud rap) and expresses dissatisfaction with life compared to others focused on different interests.
I'm trying but I don't think I'm enough
Struggles with feelings of inadequacy despite trying.
I'm crying over spilt milk, broke my cup
Uses spilled milk as a metaphor for brokenness and regrets.
Ye, options through my life I've had so many options
Reflects on having numerous choices in life.
Pick and choose, I prefer my body filled with toxins
Prefers to indulge in harmful substances despite consequences.
I'm a sleep walker, dream state locked in
Feels trapped in a dreamlike state, possibly disconnected from reality.
Little taste never hurt, I don't do it often
Justifies occasional indulgence without worry.
I showed you love (yeah I used to not like me)
Recalls a time when self-acceptance was lacking.
You showed me patience (some thing's never change)
Acknowledges someone else's patience during a difficult phase.
I made you, you (heart cold likely)
Suggests influencing or shaping another person's character.
And you mad me anxious (ye yeah I'm out my psyche)
Admits causing anxiety in someone else due to personal issues.
It's cool, I don't want to talk
Desires to avoid conversation or confrontation.
Interrupt me, love me, I been really not so lovely
Feels unlovable recently, possibly causing difficulty in relationships.
Lately, I been grinning got me smiling when she play me
Finds happiness or distraction in music despite personal struggles.
My chain broke, knew that I was talking when the pain spoke
Associates emotional pain with the breaking of a chain, a metaphor for inner turmoil.
I don't wanna make you upset
Wishes to avoid upsetting others but feels uncertain about personal desires.
I don't really even know what I want just yet
Feels confused or undecided about personal wants.
I feel so stupid
Expresses feeling foolish or inadequate.
Don't tell me that, I'm open to you, I'm not open to that
Resists being told something uncomfortable or undesirable.
Arm asleep still, not cause someone else I feel asleep on
Describes physical numbness due to emotional disconnection.
I still do all, the same shit, I used to I'm not good enough
Recognizes repeating past mistakes due to feeling unworthy.
Yeah I used to not like me, some things never change
Reiterates a historical dislike for oneself.
Heart cold likely, ye , my illness is all the rage
Reaffirms a cold-hearted demeanor and popularity of personal struggles.
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