Lyrics
It doesn't matter what you said
Expressing that the content of what was said doesn't have significance.
I think of gettin sober in my head
Contemplating the idea of becoming sober, possibly dealing with personal struggles.
Oh shit im gettin overwhelmed again
Feeling a sense of being overwhelmed, possibly by emotions or challenges.
I really think this could be the end of me
Believing that the current situation or experience could lead to a negative outcome or the end of the speaker.
It doesn't matter what you said
Reiteration of the idea that the words spoken don't matter significantly.
I think of gettin sober in my head
Revisiting thoughts of sobriety, indicating an ongoing internal struggle.
Oh shit im gettin overwhelmed again
Re-experiencing a state of being overwhelmed, suggesting a recurring emotional challenge.
I really think this could be the end of me
Reinforcing the belief that the current situation may lead to a negative outcome.
And then i start it over and over again
Repetition of starting over, possibly alluding to a cycle of struggles.
All the words u say stuck in my head
Words spoken by someone linger in the speaker's mind, causing distress.
Maybe i shouldn't of quit those meds
Reflecting on the decision to stop taking medication and its potential impact.
Might just grab a gun and then
Expressing extreme emotional distress, contemplating self-harm.
Go fill it with lead
Considering a drastic and harmful action using a gun and lead.
Like is this reality? baby this is real life
Questioning the reality of the situation, seeking clarity in real life.
Take me, baby, show me what it feels like
Requesting to be shown and guided through the experience to understand its emotional impact.
Coz baby, lately, nothing to me feels right
Expressing a general sense of dissatisfaction with life recently.
Hate me, baby, i would never realise
Acknowledging the possibility of being disliked, but the speaker is unaware.
(like is this reality? baby this is real life
Reiteration of questioning reality and seeking clarity.
Take me, baby, show me what it feels like
Continuation of the request to be shown and guided through the emotional experience.
Baby, lately, nothing to me feels right
Reiteration of the dissatisfaction with the current state of affairs.
Hate me, baby, i would never realise)
Acknowledging a lack of awareness regarding being disliked.
Can't remember what u said to me
Memory loss or confusion about past conversations.
From lovers into enemies
Transition from a romantic relationship to a hostile one.
U ended it so messily
Describing the end of the relationship as messy and chaotic.
Now this could be the end of me
Reiterating the belief that the current situation may lead to a negative outcome.
Can't remember what u said to me
Continued confusion or forgetfulness about past conversations.
From lovers into enemies
Reiteration of the transformation from lovers to enemies.
U ended it so messily
Highlighting the messy and chaotic nature of the relationship's end.
Like this could be the end of me
Reinforcing the belief that the current situation may lead to a negative outcome.
Don't know why you play these games
Questioning the motives behind playing emotional games.
But i just know that i ain't losin again
Asserting determination not to lose again in the emotional struggle.
It doesn't matter what you said
Reiteration of the idea that the words spoken don't have significant meaning.
I think of gettin sober in my head
Returning to thoughts of sobriety and internal struggles.
Oh shit im gettin overwhelmed again
Expressing a renewed state of being overwhelmed, indicating ongoing emotional challenges.
I really think this could be the end of me
Reaffirming the belief that the current situation may lead to a negative outcome.
It doesn't matter what you said
Reiteration of the idea that the words spoken don't have significant meaning.
I think of gettin sober in my head
Revisiting thoughts of sobriety, suggesting a persistent internal struggle.
Oh shit im gettin overwhelmed again
Experiencing a recurring state of being overwhelmed, hinting at ongoing emotional challenges.
I really think this could be the end of me
Reaffirming the belief that the current situation may lead to a negative outcome.
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