Lyrics
We been argueing a lot
We have been having frequent arguments.
It's been going far from up
The situation has deteriorated significantly.
That is why im pouring up
The speaker copes with the difficult situation by drinking.
Am i running out of luck?
The speaker questions if their luck is running out.
shit ain't the same as it used to be
Things have changed and are no longer the same.
we were friends now we're enemies
Former friends have become enemies.
hope i'll see you in my dreams
The speaker expresses a hope to see the person in their dreams.
it ain't always what it seems
Reality is not always as it appears.
Last couple months been tough
The recent months have been challenging.
from no motivation to countin' up
From lacking motivation to now accumulating wealth.
i've been going crazy writing songs
The speaker has been working intensely on songwriting.
none of this shit is easy to run
Despite difficulties, success is not easy to achieve.
but im into the progress i made
The speaker appreciates the progress made.
from doing nothing to getting paid
Transitioning from inactivity to financial gain.
i can't lie, fuck all of the fame
The speaker doesn't value fame but desires money.
i just want the money to pay the range, i
Expresses a desire to earn money for a car.
im about to lose focus
The speaker is about to lose focus.
in case you didn't notice
A warning that focus is slipping, possibly going unnoticed.
We been argueing a lot
Reiteration of ongoing arguments.
It's been going far from up
The situation is getting worse.
That is why im pouring up
Turning to alcohol as a coping mechanism.
Am i running out of luck?
Repeats the question of whether luck is running out.
shit ain't the same as it used to be
Emphasizes the significant change from the past.
we were friends now we're enemies
Former friends have become enemies, emphasizing the pain.
hope i'll see you in my dreams
Expressing a desire to meet in dreams, suggesting a separation.
it ain't always what it seems
Reminds that appearances can be deceiving.
trust issues i guess, i don't got much time left
Indicates trust issues and a limited time left.
don't know what's the best
The speaker is uncertain about what is best.
my heart beting out my chest, cartiac arrest, feeling depressed
Describes intense emotional and physical feelings, including depression.
praying that god hears things i said
Praying for reassurance from a higher power.
so that i know im okay
Seeking confirmation of well-being from divine intervention.
so that i know know im up ay
Seeking confirmation of success or improvement.
we gotta accept the past, cause that shit everlast
Encourages acceptance of the past as it is enduring.
and tommorrow isn't promised, i could die tommorrow let's be honest
Highlights the uncertainty of the future and the importance of honesty.
We been argueing a lot
Reiteration of ongoing arguments, emphasizing persistence.
It's been going far from up
The situation is progressively worsening.
That is why im pouring up
Turning to alcohol again, indicating ongoing struggle.
Am i running out of luck?
Repeats the question about running out of luck, intensifying uncertainty.
Shit ain't the same as it used to be
Emphasizes the irreversible change from friendship to enmity.
We were friends now we're enemies
Expresses a wish to encounter the person in dreams, signifying a separation.
Hope i'll see you in my dreams
Acknowledges the deceptive nature of appearances.
It ain't always what it seems
Underlines the unpredictability of reality.
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