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All these thoughts, running through my head
Contemplating various thoughts
Going over words, I never said
Reflecting on unspoken words
Feeling things, I never thought I'd feel
Experiencing unexpected emotions
Oh woah
Expression of surprise or realization
Know it get so dark up in my dreams
Darkness in dreams
I can hear the voices calling out to me
Hearing inner voices
Don't know how to deal
Uncertainty in dealing with reality
When it gets too real, too real
Struggle when reality becomes intense
When it gets too real, I tend to run
Tendency to avoid reality by running or hiding
When it gets too real, I tend to hide
-When it get too real, I tend to run
-When it gets too real, I tend to hide
-I pour my pain in my cup
Channeling pain into a metaphorical cup
Now they know what's up
Others becoming aware of one's pain
I know I did you wrong, but I'm tryna make it up
Admitting fault and trying to amend
I'm tryna let go, but I didn't get enough
Struggling to move on due to insufficient closure
You getting way too distant
Perceived growing emotional distance
Running out of love, for me
Feeling a depletion of love directed at oneself
Running out of love, for me
-Running out of love, for me
-I know you hurt
Acknowledgment of the partner's pain
Didn't know that side of me
Unfamiliar aspects revealed causing confusion
I don't know what's inside of me
-I know you burning my apologies
Understanding the hurt caused to the partner
I know, I'm selfish
Recognition of selfish behavior
I want you right back to me
Desire for reconciliation despite knowing it's improbable
But, you not coming back to me
-You not coming back to me
Acceptance of the impossibility of reunion
Ain't no peace of mind
Struggling with inner peace
Yeah, on god don't deserve it
Feeling undeserving of peace
Had to let go
Letting go and changing direction
Let go, had to swerve it
-I had to let you go
Difficulty in letting go of a perfect relationship
It was hard, you was perfect
-I had to let you go
Reiteration of the challenge in letting go
It was hard you was perfect
-I stacked all my money in the back seat
Symbolic reorganization of priorities due to separation
But you ain't around,
-So I moved it to the front seat
-I had to let go, let go of my friends too
-I had to let, let go of my friends too
-And I know, you ain't coming back to me
Realization of the irreversible loss
You ain't coming back to me
-You ain't coming back to me
-You ain't coming back
-You ain't coming back to me
-You ain't coming back to me
-You ain't coming back to me
-All these thoughts, running through my head
Repetition of internal struggles and reflections
Going over words, I never said
-Feeling things, I never thought I'd feel
-Oh woah
-Know it get so dark up in my dreams
Repeated difficulty in coping with reality
I can hear the voices calling out to me
-Don't know how to deal
-When it gets too real, too real
-I pour my pain in my cup
Reiteration of pain and attempts to reconcile
Now they know what's up
-I know I did you wrong, but I'm tryna make it up
-I'm tryna let go, but I didn't get enough
-You getting way too distant
Continued feelings of emotional distance and depletion of love
Running out of love, for me
-Running out of love, for me
-Running out of love, for me
-Running out of love, for me
Repetition of pouring pain and attempting reconciliation
I pour my pain in my cup
-Now they know what's up
-I know I did you wrong, but I'm tryna make it up
-I'm tryna let go, but I didn't get enough
-You getting way too distant
Continued struggle with diminishing love
Running out of love, for me
-Running out of love, for me
-Running out of love, for me
-Running out of love, for me
-For me, for me, for me
Emphasizing the personal struggle
Keep trying, keep trying my best
Determination to make amends and do better
I'm gonna make it right
-Keep trying, keep trying my best
-Even if it takes
Commitment to persist until reconciliation, regardless of time
A hundred-fifty years
-I'm gonna make it right, with you
Determined to make things right with the partner
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