Lyrics
It's a shame that we ended it just like we did
Expressing regret about the way the relationship ended.
So many things my pride won't let me admit
Unable to admit certain truths due to pride.
All my shattered windows and what they represent
Referring to emotional pain and its symbolic representation in shattered windows.
I'm starting to realise just what you meant
Coming to a realization about the partner's intended message.
When you say, it's so hard
Describing the difficulty of being loved in a relationship.
To love me, just like that
Acknowledging the challenges in loving the speaker.
And I try to respond
Attempting to respond to the difficulties without causing harm.
Without hurting you back
Struggling not to hurt the partner in return.
And I see in your eyes
Observing the partner's desire for things to remain as they are.
That you want to just let things be, just be
Emphasizing the desire for the relationship to just exist without complications.
You should know that I still love you
Reaffirming that despite challenges, the speaker still loves the partner.
You know how much I do
Expressing the depth of love felt by the speaker.
And it's crazy that I stay around
Highlighting the paradox of staying in the relationship even when not asked to.
When you don't ask me to
Noticing the absence of a direct request from the partner.
And now I'm chasing misery
Indicating a pursuit of misery as if it were a goal.
Feels like chasing my own enemies (Yeah,Yeah)
Connecting the pursuit of misery with confronting personal enemies.
I got really bad energy
Acknowledging a negative energy within the speaker.
But you say you want the company (Yeah,Yeah)
Noting the partner's desire for companionship despite the negative energy.
It may not always be the wrong place
Suggesting that the location may not always be the issue in the relationship.
But it always be the wrong time (No,no,no,no)
Emphasizing that timing is consistently problematic.
I never know when I might see your face
Expressing uncertainty about when the partner's face might be seen again.
But you're always on my mind
Despite uncertainty, the partner is always in the speaker's thoughts.
When you say, it's so hard
Reiterating the difficulty of being loved in the relationship.
To love me, just like that
Acknowledging the challenges in loving the speaker.
And I try to respond
Attempting to respond to the difficulties without causing harm.
Without hurting you back
Struggling not to hurt the partner in return.
And I see in your eyes
Observing the partner's desire for things to remain as they are.
That you want to just let things be, just be
Emphasizing the desire for the relationship to just exist without complications.
You should know that I still love you
Reaffirming that despite challenges, the speaker still loves the partner.
You know how much I do
Expressing the depth of love felt by the speaker.
And it's crazy that I stay around
Highlighting the paradox of staying in the relationship even when not asked to.
When you don't ask me to
Noticing the absence of a direct request from the partner.
I think I should just leave right now
Contemplating the idea of leaving the relationship at this moment.
I'm no good at being me right now
Acknowledging personal struggles with self-identity at the present time.
Damn this silence just feels so loud
Feeling the weight of silence and its impact on the speaker.
Can't watch two people turn to a crowd
Expressing discomfort in witnessing a once-couple becoming distant or divided.
To a crowd
Repeating the idea of two people turning into a crowd.
Can't watch two people turn to a crowd
Reiterating the difficulty of witnessing the relationship deteriorate.
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