But I do
Conflicted Emotions Unveiled
Lyrics
The way you look at me
The way you gaze at me
Makes me want to tell you who I am
Compels me to reveal my true self
But I don't know how it goes
Uncertain about how to approach this
Give me one good reason why
Give me a convincing reason
I should tell the truth tonight
Why should I speak the truth tonight?
When we both know how this ends
Acknowledging the inevitable outcome of our situation
Everything I learn about you makes me doubt myself
Discovering more about you triggers self-doubt
And I'm going for the gold
Striving for a significant achievement
I shouldn't be loving you this way
Admitting that the love experienced is unconventional
But I do
Despite reservations, I love you
The way you wear your hair
Noticing details like your hairstyle
The way you act like you don't notice that I stare
Acting as if unaware of my gaze
Has me tangled up inside
Stirring emotions and inner conflict
I hold myself through the night
Seeking comfort in self-embrace through the night
I feel my edges stretching wide
Feeling a profound internal transformation
And I don't know where I end
Lost in uncertainty about personal boundaries
I see myself as the starry sky
Identifying with the vastness of the starry sky
And I see myself as the moon
Seeing oneself akin to the moon
You're hidden in the dark of my night
Your presence is a concealed part of my night
I shouldn't be loving you this way
Acknowledging the unconventional nature of love
But I do
Despite reservations, I love you
I shouldn't be loving you this way
Reiteration of the conflicting love
But I do
-My dreams have paid the cost
Dreams have suffered losses
Empty rooms of ambition lost
Rooms empty of aspirations
You've given me a reason why I should let myself forget
You provide a reason to forget and move on
Let it wash into the ocean
Suggesting letting go and allowing the past to fade
I shouldn't be loving you this way
Reiteration of the internal conflict in love
I shouldn't be loving you this way
-I shouldn't be loving you
Acknowledging the dilemma of loving you
But I do
Despite reservations, I love you
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