Lyrics
Mixing all the medicine
Mixing various medicines
With the poison I've been given
Combining with the given poison
I just want to see it happening
Desire to witness the outcome
Cause we're dead right in the middle
Feeling stuck or trapped in a difficult situation
It can't be what you really need
Doubting if what is desired is truly necessary
If you're better without it'
Suggesting that the speaker may be better off without it
So you just keep on telling me
Continued insistence on knowing but not shown the way
But you won't show me the way
Expressing frustration at not being guided
I lie awake with this feverish dream that I've got wings grown
Lying awake with a dream of having wings
And I fly somewhere but I wasn't scared
Flying without fear, feeling freedom
It isn't home unless I'm all alone
Feeling at home only when alone
And the air is getting thinner
Sensation of the environment becoming less supportive
I surrender cause I'm giving up
Choosing to surrender or give up
And now I'm falling, I'm falling from the deepest heights
Falling from great heights metaphorically
Don't catch me darling cause I need this just to feel alive
Desiring the fall for the sake of feeling alive
And now I'm falling, I'm falling from the heaven baby
Continuation of the falling metaphor
Right here in the middle had to sit and wait
Being stuck in the middle and waiting
But how much you reckon I should take
Questioning the amount of suffering to endure
Don't know what the hell is happening
Confusion about the current situation
Cause I'm feeling so belittled
Feeling diminished or degraded
I lie awake with this feverish dream that I've got wings grown
Repetition of the dream of having wings
And I fly somewhere but I wasn't scared
Reiteration of fearlessness in the dream
It isn't home unless I'm all alone
Emphasizing the comfort of solitude
And the air is getting thinner
Sensory perception of the environment changing
I surrender cause I'm giving up
Choosing to give up or surrender again
And now I'm falling, I'm falling from the deepest heights
Continuation of the metaphorical fall
Don't catch me darling cause I need this just to feel alive
Expressing the need for the fall to feel alive
And now I'm falling, I'm falling from the heaven baby
Reiteration of falling from a heavenly state
Don't catch me darling cause I know I'm too appalling for it
Rejecting assistance due to self-perceived unworthiness
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